04-06-2013, 03:07
(This post was last modified: 04-06-2013, 03:10 by TibetanPrincess.)
Much agree! I believe in Jesus and God. I just hate how entitled these bastards are! It interferes with my peace and sleep. I hate the pointless dreams they give just to keep me in their possession hold. Again. I heard a female voice say to another, " every ten days"
They should be punished for this as its against my will. I tell them to leave and never return! I have much anger now since it affects my sleep. It feels like an extra heartbeat on top of mine. Like they are not insync. Two souls conjoined in one body is just too overwhelming. I say my prayers but they have yet to work for them. I think its because theyrd just foolish souls that have the right to carry out their petty greedy wills! I notice if prayers are said for the demonic natured entities, they often( though not all the time) get stripped away from my being. But these unembodied punks.... nope. I guess God will deal and judge them later...
They are so happy that they will get gains from my hard work and efforts that were meant for MY BODY! Leave me in peace and my will and body sacred! Dammit!
They should be punished for this as its against my will. I tell them to leave and never return! I have much anger now since it affects my sleep. It feels like an extra heartbeat on top of mine. Like they are not insync. Two souls conjoined in one body is just too overwhelming. I say my prayers but they have yet to work for them. I think its because theyrd just foolish souls that have the right to carry out their petty greedy wills! I notice if prayers are said for the demonic natured entities, they often( though not all the time) get stripped away from my being. But these unembodied punks.... nope. I guess God will deal and judge them later...
They are so happy that they will get gains from my hard work and efforts that were meant for MY BODY! Leave me in peace and my will and body sacred! Dammit!
(02-06-2013, 23:02)kelsitree Wrote: I've got to be honest, this scared me as I first started reading, but I do believe that a lot of what happens to us is because of demons. I notice when I am not very social, when I get in a funk, when I get obsessed over things, I feel my body draining, I feel completely depressed and not myself, although I have no contact with spiritual beings, I do believe they are to blame for our state of mind, and what state your mind is in can completely change who you are, how your body functions, and I even believe it can affect the struggles life brings to you. I don't know if you believe in God, but I will definitely pray for you. He is my rock, and he helps me in everything I do, and I think my desire to change my breasts was not a vain thing, but his way of telling me that there is something to be fixed. I believe its to one day be able to feed a future child I may have. Pregnancy is so beautiful and being able to take care of a human being all on your own is absolutely beautiful!! My desire to change the appearance of my breasts has now become a desire to make my breasts the healthiest they can be! But before I felt that way I got really depressed, I hated myself, I could not find beauty in myself. And that has lead me to be mentally and physically drained and I know demons are to blame for that. I let them get into my head by obsessing over things that do not matter. They are all distractions from seeing and aiming for the one true thing we should all be going for. I think we are all so beautiful. Look at women like Natalie portman, mila kunis, look at adele, kim kardashian, they are all beautiful, yet so different. Don't let obsessions take over your mind and don't think that changing yourself is your only way to be beautiful. THESE ARE FALSE DISTRACTIONS. They are not your voice and your mind! They are indeed spirits, demons, whatever you want to call it. Every day you wake up tell yourself your boobs are beautiful, that you are energetic and happy. That you are not mentally and physically drained, you have the power to be whatever you want to be!!! Tell your body every day that it is going to get healthier and healthier, and tell those teenage girls they are not allowed back into you, that you will not share your youth and energy anymore! Distractions of any sort can cause stress, and stress causes health problems. If you can see spirits can you see the good ones as well? Angels? Ask them to protect you....I'm sorry if this post got too carried away, I don't personally know any of you women but it breaks my heart to hear anyone struggling. We all deserve happiness, but I definitely think you won't achieve happiness without demanding it from yourself! This forum and my goal for my breasts have become another distraction for myself, and I am currently trying to calm down from it all, its hard when it consumes my mind 24/7 but I am trying every day to change my state of mind....those spirits definitely had ahold of my mind for quite some time and I watched myself worsen. But not anymore, I'm done with that!!