[Outofstyle]

Thanks for the support Abi, I needed it. I've had a long streak of being pressured into sex by guys either too soon or when I didn't want it and I just suck at saying no because I start feeling guilty, but I have come to realize that I have no reason to feel guilty! The girl in the couple pressuring me tried to call me a tease when I said I wanted time to think and that I wasn't ready to give an answer one way or another. As if she would go there.

It is honestly not even enjoyable unless it is with someone you love. I think I am now a one-guy-only kinda girl too, and that is exactly how I want to be (:

Everything else seems to be going good/normal. My boobs have been feeling heavier! Maybe they are preparing for a growth spurt