21-12-2012, 21:28
Thanks hun!!! There are some really good souls on here just wanted to say i appreciate all of you!
I think one of the key things about booby growing is faith and belief. I find it quite hard as I often have never thought I deserved good things. This is no doubt connected to losing my dad in a traumatic fashion when I was 11 and had its effects on puberty which I was just starting. Growing up was very tough, lots of poverty, bad nutrition, my mother's mental illnesses etc. So, we often think good things are only intended for people who bad things don't happen to.
Of course as a 39 year old woman, I know none of these things are true, but that little girl is still in there lurking thinking she's just not worth it! BUT the bonus is, if I am still a little girl there's no reason why psychologically I cannot re-start puberty!
I want the 'better late than never', and 'never too late for anything' ideology to ring truer than anything else!
Hugs to you all, Elvis is on the telly singing his heart out hehhee!
I think one of the key things about booby growing is faith and belief. I find it quite hard as I often have never thought I deserved good things. This is no doubt connected to losing my dad in a traumatic fashion when I was 11 and had its effects on puberty which I was just starting. Growing up was very tough, lots of poverty, bad nutrition, my mother's mental illnesses etc. So, we often think good things are only intended for people who bad things don't happen to.
Of course as a 39 year old woman, I know none of these things are true, but that little girl is still in there lurking thinking she's just not worth it! BUT the bonus is, if I am still a little girl there's no reason why psychologically I cannot re-start puberty!
I want the 'better late than never', and 'never too late for anything' ideology to ring truer than anything else!
Hugs to you all, Elvis is on the telly singing his heart out hehhee!