[TibetanPrincess]

So I most def had a reality check with myself the other day. I am no longer going to have expectations of when I should grow and how much.

The over obsessiveness is getting ridiculous. I felt good after realizing how far I have come with all of my health issues being a potential road block for growth.

I think I am going to stop the PM cream till I hit my goal size which is a 30D . I was told I would have to take maintenance dose of PM to keep my size and I would rather experiment with that after giving BO its trial and my full attention since its the only thing that gives real end sustainable growth without maintenance.

Sucks so bad that PM is so powerful, you may have to take maintenance in order to not lose growth you have attained with it. It makes sense because its in your diet for so long then when you take it away, things change and I guess it applies with topical use.


I have been taking vitex and very little BO for luteal. I think its good for me and I did massage with PM again for two times and will probably not do it again as I mentioned. So my PM cream is in the fridge and i have about 3 months worth. I will probably do another 3 months worth and store it in the fridge so that when I experiment with it, I can give it six months. Should be fun!


Also, I found my blasted pump! I did a 20 min session today. I felt them get fuller as the itching came in. This is always a great sign when pumping. I think I will pump only 2/3 times a week.

I did get red marks fairly easily on my right. So I need to lay off. I think the bigger they get, the easier it is to over pump.