[BeneGesserit]

Well, I have been thinking. Right at the end of my last cycle I got very irritable. I stopped taking the WY and I wasn't nearly as irritable. I'm not sure what happened. I slowly ramped up my dose over a couple of weeks but then all the sudden the irritability hit me like a brick and wouldn't go away till I didn't take WY for a whole day. Then kept coming back even on a very low dosage. This isn't by any means normal for me. This is also confusing me greatly since there is WY in the pills I was taking before yet didn't have this effect at all. I think I'm going to leave out the WY for this cycle.

What also isn't normal is the amount of cellulite on the back of my thighs. I normally do have a bit of it but not like this! So I am also going to cut my SP dosage in half for this cycle and see what happens.

I am also going to start using an oil for my daily massage. Nothing spectacular, just jojoba oil. I keep alot of it around since I usually use it for removing my makeup. I'm not adding anything to it since it's apparent that I really just need to take it slow; very slow.

So for this cycle I'm going to keep it very basic and see what happens. Just the FG and a lower SP dosage. Perhaps this may be all I need. Currently it doesn't seem like my breast size has really shrunk since the start of my cycle but it still is only day 4. I think I will wait to day 6 to take measurements and pics.