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The way that my puffy nipples have been developing throughout NBE, I'm starting to wonder if I ever properly hit Stage 5 on the Tanner Scale, or if I'm actually nearing that with NBE. I know it's possible that I'm just going to have puffy nipples from genetics, but as my breasts have grown, the areolas are getting slightly less puffy, and my breasts are showing that round shape more often (whereas before my nipples were always puffy unless it was cold). It would be great if that were the case, because that would mean there's still a chance of my areolas shrinking back into my breasts.

Also, from looking at the Tanner Scale and reading up lately, my hormones seemed to be coming along at a good pace until developing PCOS. As far as pubic hair goes (gross, I know), I hit stage 3 by maybe age 6, and stage 5 by age 9. I never paid much attention to my body as I grew, but I started developing very small breasts in elementary school, and was a stage 3 or 4 34A by 6th or 7th grade. By 8th grade, I was a 36B and had stopped growing (before my breasts started actually shrinking). It seems like my PCOS developed early on (possibly at the onset of my period) which prevented my breasts from fully growing, and then over time became worse and worse until it started causing other noticeable side effects. :/ I'm not sure if it's possible for stage 4 to last so long, as it's probably been the better half of a decade that my breast growth was stunted, but it's really looking like it could be possible with PCOS.


On another note, still not seeing swelling this month from PM. :/ I can honestly say I'm disappointed. We'll see what happens next month I suppose, as I stop my herbs Wednesday. I've started breaking open PM capsules and using them and L-Arginine capsules with lotion for massage. That's right, I'm starting up massage again to get the ball rolling! Going to be buying cocoa butter for massage. The "moisture" side effects only lasted me a few days, so I'm kind of hoping that returns. I'm starting to get very small, specific sharp pains in my breasts (although just one pain in one breast at a time, strangely!), and I'm reading other women experienced the same thing from PM.

Hopefully next month I will see more from PM than just tingles and sharp pains!

Also~
I think that Keeley Hazell would have to be my dream goal size. I've always loved her breast size, and at a 32F, she's got great, huge ta-tas, without them being too huge! Maybe one day!