[Doll]

LOL I know I know, and I hear ya on the muffin top going away. I dont look like I'm shaped wierd or anything, but I swear my pants just never fit right, its like if they fit across the top of my hips, the rest of them are too loose, then when I find some that fit my thighs good, they are cutting me off on the top of my hips. I'm too lazy to actually work out hard and try and build muscle to make my thighs bigger. I like rollerblading and riding the stationary bike, but I hate to break a sweat! Maybe when I get in better shape I will want to work out more, I have notices my enery levels are starting to increase!

I swear I'm not that obsessive or anorexic or anything like that. I just like having a goal, and I'm also trying to distract myself from some other crap going on in my life. I am finally pretty much where I want to be, the goal is just to get my boobs back without getting the rest of me back, and I really think the topicals are the key! I hope anyways, who knows maybe it will just come off and then go right back where it was.

Pants are tricky. I have small thighs with a "big" butt (in comparison, at least lol), and it's almost impossible to find something that fits my thighs AND butt. And even then, I wear a size 7, so NOTHING fits my waist! It's harder for me to find true low-rise jeans in my size, and I think that's the only way I'll ever find anything that fits at least a little! >.< (I DO workout with lots of squats and such, but for some reason my thighs never grow, just my hips and butt!!! How strange...)