[AbiDrew85]

i didn't know anything about NBE and new here.
But all my life i've been told there's no hope but surgery.
having my body like this is really eliminating my personal lives and i reject guys who come to be since i'm afraid to show my true self.
i see a lot of girls here don't have such a bad condition as i am, but you are all experienced, if you can help, let me know if there's still hope for me, i'd rather start now than never.

I know all too well exactly what you are talking about...

i noticed my breasts gets a bit bigger when my hormone level is high, but i m not sure how to get it done since all i've heard is using external hormones causes cancer or such.

That's a great sign and the latter is USUALLY a crock of BS that stems from Premarin and artificial progestins. REAL bio-identical estradiol and progesterone have NO negative side effects that aren't directly related to what'd happen from raised hormone levels ANYWAYS. Most phytoestrogens are even safer than estradiol. BO is not researched enough and as another non-human animal-source like premarin, I'm of the opinion that there probably IS a small cancer risk associated with it.

Please all your experienced ones, tell me the truth, i m tired of reading the articles that only aims to get me into surgery.

You'll get plenty of that here. What I said above is only the beginning.

Greatly appreciate.

No problem!

Ouch... That pic says it all... Let's try and get you sorted?

Many of us are of the opinion that if you can at all afford it - get a base reading of your hormone levels throughout your entire cycle BEFORE starting. If you have insurance and are seeing a doctor on a regular basis, you could bring it up on your next checkup. If not, the least expensive comprehensive test I've seen is here: http://zionpharmacy.com/hormone-saliva-testing/

Once you get that, It'll become much easier to figure out what you need the most work on, or if you're already fairly well balanced, in which case we can try a completely balanced plan.