27-09-2012, 18:28
Doll I will reiterate what the lovely people here have said. I also think you have BDD as well as low self esteem. I am so happy that the little changes you are making empower you and make you feel better about your self image but you answered your own question. When you get there what next? Will you be happy? I don't think you will find that perfect sweet spot. That's not meant to spell doom and gloom either it means you will strive for improvement but DO NOT discount what other people tell you, as they will be objective, you won't/can't be. Think of the Hall of Mirrors at the circus, it's not reality.
As well as this journey I would be inclined to tackle some more in depth triggers, maybe get some spiritual chord cutting done (look up Archangel Michael) to psychologically distance yourself from negative people and actions from your past. So they get left behind permanently and what we ALL see as the beautiful swan, can glide forth without excuses.
As well as this journey I would be inclined to tackle some more in depth triggers, maybe get some spiritual chord cutting done (look up Archangel Michael) to psychologically distance yourself from negative people and actions from your past. So they get left behind permanently and what we ALL see as the beautiful swan, can glide forth without excuses.