24-09-2012, 19:06
(This post was last modified: 24-09-2012, 19:09 by francesca22.)
Hello again breastnexus, I haven't seen you in awhile,
I am back to start my NBE process again. I have been inconsistent for like a month then completely went off for another month. I just came back from my honeymoon on Saturday and it sparked my desire to do NBE once again. Before the wedding I lost a bunch of weight, I dieted a lot and worked out even more. I gained a lot of lean muscle which means a lot of my fat got eaten up. On top of that i didnt do NBE so my breasts got a lot smaller, I think to their previous A cup size. I went on my honeymoon and ate to my hearts desire!
Although I didnt gain a lot of weight, my boobs went back to a B but not my NBE B cup.
When I went on my honeymoon I just felt so self-conscious about my breasts. I bought two bathing suits with LOTS of padding which gave me as much cleavage as a A-B cup woman can have. And almost every night at dinner I wore a push up bra. I kept seeing women with implants and it was getting to me. Before the honeymoon I must admit I created an account for a website called myfreeimplants.com. It is pretty popular but if you've never heard of it here is the whole objective: women who do not have the means to buy breast implants join the website, in the hopes of men donating to their implant fund. I was active for a couple of days then I realized it is all guys that just want to see your breasts. I only spoke to one man who did not want that and donated at least $10. I think the only way to get breast implants on that site is to degrade yourself. Needless to say I am not going back on anytime soon.
So, yesterday I started my PM back up again. I will start at 500mg of Ainterol for two weeks at first, then go up to 1000mg. I do not have the funds right now but maybe my next paycheck I will get more PM cream because I have found that it helps a ton when you use it with the capsules. I also have PG cream which I used for a little bit but I never saw an improvement so maybe when I figure out how to use it better by reading some more posts, I will try it again. I am actually happy to be starting NBE again and I hope this time will prove better. I am thankful I am not starting from scratch again and that I have a little meat to work with now
I am back to start my NBE process again. I have been inconsistent for like a month then completely went off for another month. I just came back from my honeymoon on Saturday and it sparked my desire to do NBE once again. Before the wedding I lost a bunch of weight, I dieted a lot and worked out even more. I gained a lot of lean muscle which means a lot of my fat got eaten up. On top of that i didnt do NBE so my breasts got a lot smaller, I think to their previous A cup size. I went on my honeymoon and ate to my hearts desire!
Although I didnt gain a lot of weight, my boobs went back to a B but not my NBE B cup. When I went on my honeymoon I just felt so self-conscious about my breasts. I bought two bathing suits with LOTS of padding which gave me as much cleavage as a A-B cup woman can have. And almost every night at dinner I wore a push up bra. I kept seeing women with implants and it was getting to me. Before the honeymoon I must admit I created an account for a website called myfreeimplants.com. It is pretty popular but if you've never heard of it here is the whole objective: women who do not have the means to buy breast implants join the website, in the hopes of men donating to their implant fund. I was active for a couple of days then I realized it is all guys that just want to see your breasts. I only spoke to one man who did not want that and donated at least $10. I think the only way to get breast implants on that site is to degrade yourself. Needless to say I am not going back on anytime soon.
So, yesterday I started my PM back up again. I will start at 500mg of Ainterol for two weeks at first, then go up to 1000mg. I do not have the funds right now but maybe my next paycheck I will get more PM cream because I have found that it helps a ton when you use it with the capsules. I also have PG cream which I used for a little bit but I never saw an improvement so maybe when I figure out how to use it better by reading some more posts, I will try it again. I am actually happy to be starting NBE again and I hope this time will prove better. I am thankful I am not starting from scratch again and that I have a little meat to work with now