[GoGoBoob]

Hello! I hope you are well today, I just wanted to wish you luck with your boob journey. It looks like you have had some very difficult times, I am sorry to hear about them but now gaining self esteem is going to be wonderful for you!

The PM is best at the start of teh cycle most people here take it for about 10 - 13 days I think, then switch over to progesterone based herbs or cream in teh latter part of their cycle. I have startd my PM this month so it's too early to tell but it's all trial and error!

I would recommend buying a bust roller, they are great for massage and save the hands! Search the link on here and you will find the one. I paid something very low and it came from China in 4 weeks. It's a great tool I use it without thinking about it and it's effective. Immediately after the breast tissue feels floppy but later it feels firm.

Good luck and welcome!

Thank you for your concerns and advice. I will definitely have to look into the bust roller. I hope it looks ambiguous to the husband. Lol...I don't think I could or want to discuss about NBE with him. Thanks for the tips on the pm, cream and herbs. That's what I've been reading. I should be getting my supplements next week

I tend to be harsh, hold on to grudges and sensitive so I may just made a big deal about something so small. Maybe I'm just too strict on him, on our relationship. Nothing falls out like a good romance novel right? That I should already know, yet I still want to hold on to make beliefs. Reality is he likes women with curves. He can keep looking, while I grow my own. Maybe one day he'll look my way, but I may not feel the same anymore. We're already so disconnected. We love each other, but I've stopped myself from falling in love with him. I don't want to get hurt again. If he ever leaves me, then at least I'm ready for it and it wouldn't be so hard.

For now, I just need to take better care of my body.