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For the last few days my breasts have been so insanely sore that massaging has been pretty difficult to do, but I'm definitely still doing it!!! I've been getting loads of pains, tingles, aches, etc. And they are SO FULL!!!! It's just amazing. I look and feel like I actually have breasts. They're still small of course, but they actually look like boobs! They have shape and volume! This is by far the biggest and fullest they've been since I was pregnant and breastfeeding. I feel like I'm finally going through puberty. I just did a quick measurement and I'm at 31 1/4" across bust right now, which is 1/2" up from my smallest point. What's really great is that my cleavage area is fuller too, so my breasts look closer together. They're definitely fuller than when I was on bcp alone so I know some of this is due to the PM.

It looks like I won't be taking two bcp packs in a row because my trip has been moved to next weekend instead of the weekend after. So now I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do around/during my period. I guess I'll stop PM on the day that I take my last active pill and start up at a very low dose again once it starts? I'm kind of unclear on that. Guess I'll have to do some research. I will be so beyond thrilled if I keep any of this fullness during/after my period!!