07-07-2012, 07:50
On my cycle since Thursday and I'm measuring at 37 1/4 inches, so seems I gained 3/4th of an inch so far since normally around now is when I measure the smallest during the entire month. So I've been working out at the gym with weights 3 times per week and doing Zumba, dance, etc at home 2 times per week. So far I haven't lost any weight, I actually gained a pound, but I lost 1 inch on my waist, I'm now at 29 inches when I was at 30. I know that this is how my body is though, anytime I weight train, I lose fat and gain muscle and I end up gaining weight before I lost anything. Which is fine with me, my main focus is to get rid of fat, make my waist smaller, etc.
I'm a little concerned that I'm going to lose some boobage though :/ hopefully not. I haven't been 100% consistent with pumping but have been with my supplements.
I've also been kinda in the dumps lately. My husband says my breasts look bigger/rounder, but I don't see it myself. They don't look as round as I'd like. And I keep thinking I should just go for the fat transfer surgery. But if I lose too much weight I might not have that option. So a friend of mine suggested "cohesive gel implants" aka "gummy bear implants" which are supposedly safer than regular silicone implants because they don't leak, and more natural feeling and looking also. But eh. I don't know. I must admit I looked into them, did a little research and I'm tempted to consult with a Dr in LA for them, but then I think... maybe if I committed more to NBE, I could be like chiyomilk and get where I want to be. But I guess we'll see. I'm going to wait until I lose the fat I want to lose, get my body where I want it to be fit wise, then see how I feel after that. I'm going to continue PM, PM cream, and the other supplements I take. Been thinking about mixing the L-Arginine with my protein shake for an afterworkout drink, we'll see. And I want to try to get more pumping time in. So hopefully I maintain size or get a big bigger/rounder then I will stop even thinking about surgery, blah!
Maybe after my cycle, I'll take some more progress pics to get me motivated more.
I'm a little concerned that I'm going to lose some boobage though :/ hopefully not. I haven't been 100% consistent with pumping but have been with my supplements.
I've also been kinda in the dumps lately. My husband says my breasts look bigger/rounder, but I don't see it myself. They don't look as round as I'd like. And I keep thinking I should just go for the fat transfer surgery. But if I lose too much weight I might not have that option. So a friend of mine suggested "cohesive gel implants" aka "gummy bear implants" which are supposedly safer than regular silicone implants because they don't leak, and more natural feeling and looking also. But eh. I don't know. I must admit I looked into them, did a little research and I'm tempted to consult with a Dr in LA for them, but then I think... maybe if I committed more to NBE, I could be like chiyomilk and get where I want to be. But I guess we'll see. I'm going to wait until I lose the fat I want to lose, get my body where I want it to be fit wise, then see how I feel after that. I'm going to continue PM, PM cream, and the other supplements I take. Been thinking about mixing the L-Arginine with my protein shake for an afterworkout drink, we'll see. And I want to try to get more pumping time in. So hopefully I maintain size or get a big bigger/rounder then I will stop even thinking about surgery, blah!
Maybe after my cycle, I'll take some more progress pics to get me motivated more.