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I think this estrogen in the BCPs is doing something. I tried some bras on at the mall yesterday and noticed that they were all giving me kind of insane (for me) cleavage and seemed to be squishing them up more. I went home and tried on a B cup that I own for some reason and it kinda fits. My friend says she thinks I look like a B cup. Hopefully it will add some padding to my butt. Not looking forward to extra weight on the thighs, they already won't fit into any pants (but that is partially thanks to the tons of muscle I have in my legs from high T).

There has definitely been a change but sadly I don't feel good about it. It's not just that I suspect it's swelling and not real growth. It's that I have seen what a B looks like and I doubt I'll even be pleased with a C because my ribcage is just so large and my gut is horrendous that it doesn't really change the fact that I don't look good in any clothes (let alone without clothes). Larger breasts could just contribute to this topheavy appearance.