23-02-2012, 07:23
Gosh, yall are really amazing! 
All of our NBE adventures would be nearly as enjoyable without this never-ending blanket of support. I sure as heck would have given up a long time ago if I never happened to stumble upon this forum! Seriously, this place keeps me motivated and constantly reminds me to keep a good head on my shoulders and a positive attitude about this entire process. Every single one of you is SO inspiring!!
I definitely gave that dude a piece of my mind, and I haven't talked to him since. His roommate, who is my best friend, is in total support of me cutting the jerk out of my life and is making it really easy for me. Until now, this kid was just someone I put up with because he's roommates with my best friend and childhood friends with my boyfriend; we stopped being friends a long time ago, in my humble opinion. However, I need to talk to my boyfriend, because it is not acceptable nor tolerable, and my boyfriend NEEDS to finally see that (my boyfriend does not live in the same town as us, so he doesn't actually see or hear the things he does). I have no room for his negativity in my life or in my NBE program. I will not let it stress me out and stop me from growing my 32D's!!
melissa4u, I am just kind of guessing, which I guess isn't the best way to do it...I have been contemplating charting, because I think it will help with my PM cycling, as well. Like you said, I need to get in tune with my cycle!
Rosance, seriously, that was beautiful. It is so true. I guess when it comes to this whole NBE journey, it is so easy to get wrapped up in appearances, especially the appearance of my breasts, and it is so easy to forget that there is so much more to a beautiful woman than physical qualities. After all, whenever I am selfish enough to complain about anything physical, my boyfriend always tells me that he didn't fall in love with my small waist, my boobs, or my thighs, but rather my mind, my smile, and my strong sense of self. Otherwise, he says, he wouldn't stick around. I need to learn not to let others get to me as much so that I never lose myself. This jerk has been saying things for the past 2+ years about my breasts, and I guess this past time was just the straw that broke the camel's back. That, and I am slightly estrogen dominant at the moment, hence the easy tears. haha! When the tears did slip, I actually remembered how long it had been since I had cried! I can't believe I let him be the one to break the streak! NEVER AGAIN! I will always re-read your post whenever I am feeling unmotivated in this journey. It was seriously beautiful, and I thank you!
ItMeansPure, you might be right. When I really think about it, he didn't really have anything nice to say when my boyfriend and I first started dating, and my boyfriend is one of his longtime friends!! Needless to say, my boyfriend was pretty offended and mad about it, and maybe this is why. Well, he will never have me B-cups or D-cups. Beyond that, he will never again capture my emotions in any kind of way, especially in negative ones. You can't please everyone, so why even try? And why would I want to be his kind of ideal? I could never stoop down to that level, because I am sure my personality would have to go out the window too. I am very glad to here that you datED (past tense) an asshole, in the sense that I am very glad that you dumped him on his butt. I am also very sorry about your father and your pet. I cannot even imagine what kind of stress that can bring into your life, and I am sure it took its toll. I wish you the "breast"!! (I love your breast puns!! haha)
Well, I'm just going to LET MY HATERS BE MY MOTIVATORS! Just kidding, my haters can suck it. I love you all!!!
All of our NBE adventures would be nearly as enjoyable without this never-ending blanket of support. I sure as heck would have given up a long time ago if I never happened to stumble upon this forum! Seriously, this place keeps me motivated and constantly reminds me to keep a good head on my shoulders and a positive attitude about this entire process. Every single one of you is SO inspiring!! I definitely gave that dude a piece of my mind, and I haven't talked to him since. His roommate, who is my best friend, is in total support of me cutting the jerk out of my life and is making it really easy for me. Until now, this kid was just someone I put up with because he's roommates with my best friend and childhood friends with my boyfriend; we stopped being friends a long time ago, in my humble opinion. However, I need to talk to my boyfriend, because it is not acceptable nor tolerable, and my boyfriend NEEDS to finally see that (my boyfriend does not live in the same town as us, so he doesn't actually see or hear the things he does). I have no room for his negativity in my life or in my NBE program. I will not let it stress me out and stop me from growing my 32D's!!
melissa4u, I am just kind of guessing, which I guess isn't the best way to do it...I have been contemplating charting, because I think it will help with my PM cycling, as well. Like you said, I need to get in tune with my cycle!
Rosance, seriously, that was beautiful. It is so true. I guess when it comes to this whole NBE journey, it is so easy to get wrapped up in appearances, especially the appearance of my breasts, and it is so easy to forget that there is so much more to a beautiful woman than physical qualities. After all, whenever I am selfish enough to complain about anything physical, my boyfriend always tells me that he didn't fall in love with my small waist, my boobs, or my thighs, but rather my mind, my smile, and my strong sense of self. Otherwise, he says, he wouldn't stick around. I need to learn not to let others get to me as much so that I never lose myself. This jerk has been saying things for the past 2+ years about my breasts, and I guess this past time was just the straw that broke the camel's back. That, and I am slightly estrogen dominant at the moment, hence the easy tears. haha! When the tears did slip, I actually remembered how long it had been since I had cried! I can't believe I let him be the one to break the streak! NEVER AGAIN!
I will always re-read your post whenever I am feeling unmotivated in this journey. It was seriously beautiful, and I thank you! ItMeansPure, you might be right. When I really think about it, he didn't really have anything nice to say when my boyfriend and I first started dating, and my boyfriend is one of his longtime friends!! Needless to say, my boyfriend was pretty offended and mad about it, and maybe this is why. Well, he will never have me B-cups or D-cups. Beyond that, he will never again capture my emotions in any kind of way, especially in negative ones. You can't please everyone, so why even try? And why would I want to be his kind of ideal? I could never stoop down to that level, because I am sure my personality would have to go out the window too. I am very glad to here that you datED (past tense) an asshole, in the sense that I am very glad that you dumped him on his butt. I am also very sorry about your father and your pet. I cannot even imagine what kind of stress that can bring into your life, and I am sure it took its toll. I wish you the "breast"!! (I love your breast puns!! haha)
Well, I'm just going to LET MY HATERS BE MY MOTIVATORS! Just kidding, my haters can suck it. I love you all!!!