[NotSoBusty]

Rosance, I am a little confused on this, as well! As far as I know, fennel increases prolactin (swelling) as well as progesterone. However, on Isabelle's thread she explains how fennel can halt growth, even though it doesn't make much sense to me. Too much progesterone can halt growth, is what I gathered. Here is a helpful link, because I can't find the original one:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=9786&pid=35037#pid35037

I guess we'll just have to keep looking.

I need to vent and share a story with you ladies, because I have been feeling so down in the dumps today. For a little background, I have this "friend", and friend is in quotations because I can't really consider him a friend because he is so horrible to me. He is my best friends roommate, childhood friends with my boyfriend, and we used to be really good friends, as well, but he has truly become one of the biggest assholes I have ever known in my life. He says the most hurtful things to people, and basks in his own arrogance and believes, to the core, that he is better than everyone else. He is always the one to make rude comments about my body, even though he has never and will never see me naked, so it will never matter to him. However, clearly it matters to me.
ANYWAY, today he just did something so hurtful. I woke up this morning to a post from him on my facebook wall, and it is a link to 27 pictures of scantily clad women with huge breasts and beautiful cleavage. What in the world was he thinking putting that on my wall? Why in the world would I want to look at that? It was just so downright mean, and I felt so horrible about myself and my small breasts all day. Luckily I watched two movies in two of my classes today and it was pitch black, because I definitely cried in class thinking about it.
Those women were so well endowed, and it just made me realize how far I have to go to look like that, and it made me feel like the gains I have made are so insignificant. Don't get me wrong, I am VERY happy with how far I have come, but it seriously hurts for someone to blatantly attack my biggest insecurity, which is no secret to him. He knows I am insecure about my small boobs, yet he still says really rude things about them all the time.

I guess all I can do now is keep pumping, and keep on trucking along with my program. Talk about a confidence killer though...

ugh, SO MEAN!!

I recently bought large domes from the NBE marketplace (thanks jam!!!) and I can't wait to get them. I think it will give me a little "boost" to use them after I pre-pump with my mediums.