[gasolinerainbow]

Time for a long awaited update!!

I had a break, for lots of reasons. Thought my body was probably due a break and also I kept forgetting to take supplements. There's no use trying to achieve something while I'm that disorganised so TIME OUT.

During this break I lost everything. Went right back down to from 34DD to a 34B. Lost any body confidence I had acquired along the way.

This may have been directly linked to a period of depression. I won't go into the specifics but it was really bad. I did not deal with it well. Doesn't bear thinking about.

Anyway, I finally picked up and I'm easing back into my routine. It's not like it was a difficult routine to maintain but I'm still struggling to get straight back into it. Baby steps.

The good news is that, although I've just restarted my routine and in fact all I'm doing at the moment is using ainterol spray morning and night, I'm gaining back everything I lost very quickly.

This experience has highlighted the importance of maintenance! I don't know if results really do become permanent or maybe they do for some people but not for others. Either way, I'm still getting results and that's the most important thing.

I don't particularly want to be doing this for the rest of my life, my ultimate goal was to have boobs of my desired size that I don't need to constantly maintain... But who knows? Maybe that will come.