[chelseaelaine]

Last winter I was here, I went out and spent so much money on supplements. I was taking saw palmetto, black cohosh, and fennugreek. I was also doing breast massage every night and everyday. After 4 months I saw 0 results whatsoever or any changes in my body at all. I had spent a lot of money, I gave up on that routine. I was really discouraged. I have started taking Yasmin. I was hopeful that my breast might fill out a little from the Yasmin but again, 4 months later, NOTHING. No change. I've eve lost a little weight so I think they are smaller. My boyfriend and I were not together for a while, we saw other people, his relationship lasted longer than mine. We are getting back together now, and I found out that the girl he was with was as thin as me with C cups, while I am a little A that lack shape from breastfeeding. I feel more self consious than ever. I feel un-womanly and I can't even look at myself naked anymore without getting depressed.
What could I try that is more likely to have some results? Could I use pueraria mirifica while I'm on Yasmin??
My boyfriend told me if I got implants which I cant afford anyway he would not like it at all.....But he hasn't even said anything positive about my breasts. I think he almost wants me to find some magic way to get them back to what they were when I was breatfeeeding (breastfed for 2 years had B cups the whole time). Any advice is appreciated, I'm confused about what works and what doesnt really. Thanks.