[Anastasia916]

I've been reading more into this as I may have this next year if I don't get the results I want from BO, and then I may try PM. I have never had any types of surgery, so the surgery itself scares me. I'm scared of going under anesthesia and having anesthesia awareness (for those that don't know, it means your awake during but paralyzed, your brain is still awake and you feel everything but can't respond). I'm also worried about the recovery process. So the ladies that have had the transfer, could you please share more about the surgery itself, going under, etc. And how bad the recovery process was so I can know what to expect? I've read a good bit, it seems everyone is different and says different things about it.

I have a feeling I might be okay, I have a high tolerance to pain for the most part. When I was pregnant with my son, I was terrified of going into labor for the same reasons, worried about the pain. I had one of the worst deliveries and labors there is, I had back labor, my epidural wore off during pushing him out, I felt after the head down pushing him out, PLUS them sowing me down there, I felt it all.... and it wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. So I'm hoping this is the same, that my fears are over dramatic.