02-08-2011, 07:27
Change of plans. At the last minute (well, actually a little past the last minute) I decided to order WonderUp. I had my program of individual herbs all planned out (thanks to Isabelle!) but I just kept getting this nagging feeling that I should try WU again first. Call it intuition, or just simply wanting to go with what worked for me before, but it just felt like the right thing to do. Unfortunately I waited a bit too late to place my order, and I won't be receiving it until a few days after my next period is due to start. That should be this Friday, and the pills probably won't arrive until Monday. Saturday if I'm super lucky. I don't want to have to wait another whole cycle to start, so I'm going to buy Fenugreek and Hops caps to start ramping up with until my WU arrives. (These will probably come in handy later anyway so it won't be a waste of money.)
A few notes on what I've been doing since my last update:
* Added heat a week ago for 10-15 minutes after each noogling session, using heating pad on low heat. Really seems to help maintain swelling.
* Taking more time for massage before noogling - need to increase this even more.
* Have been doing Blake Talks for a little over a week now. Still getting lots of sensations while doing it (and after too).
* Started taking NeoCell Collagen + C tablets
* Started taking Borage Oil (1000mg/day)
* Started taking Flaxseed Oil (1000mg/day)
Progress:
* For the last few days I've been measuring 26" under bust (same), fluctuating between 30 1/4" and 30 1/2" across bust (+1/4" and 1/2"), and 29 1/4" and 29 1/2" above bust (+1/4" and 1/2"). I'm very anxious to see if anything remains after my period starts! I sure don't expect it to, but I know that some of this increase is due to NBE and not just the BCPs or my impending period. I have been having sensations in my breasts that are *not* what I feel from BCPs and are exactly what I felt when getting growth previously from NBE.
* Now for some exciting news! Today I went to Target to try on different bra types, brands, and sizes to see what fit me best. The bras I have now are size 32A and are extremely padded. They give the most awesome cleavage I've ever had. I actually think a 32B in these would be much better for me as I have so much cleavage with them that the inner sides of my breasts are nearly touching, and I've noticed more than once that my nipples are almost not fitting into the cups. Alas, Target no longer carries them. But I'm sure not going to ever complain about a bra being too small, or about growing out of one!
Anyway, I wanted to see if I could fit into unpadded 32As just as well. Most of the bras I tried all had the molded cups for shape, but no padding. And guess what?! Every single 32A I tried on, I filled out completely! In fact, one of them was even too small! The nipple of my left (bigger) breast was actually popping up out of the cup! I had some room to grow in the unpadded 32Bs of course, but my goal feels so much more attainable now! I was afraid I'd be swimming in a non-padded 32A. Just for the heck of it I tried on a padded 32B bra and it was nearly too small. If I were to even swell or grow another 1/2" I would definitely be popping out of it. The 32A was definitely too small. That's so exciting to me. Granted I know that probably most of this "extra" I have right now is due to BCPs and pre-period swelling, but I still know I can reach my goal. Lately I've had very noticeable cleavage and visible push-up when wearing tank tops and dresses that never showed any before. It's so nice.
On a side-note, I noticed that with all the 32A bras I tried on I had to hook it on the very first hooks, which tells me I probably really am a 30 band size right now. That's what the nearly all the bra calculators told me I am, and that makes sense when you do the whole "take your under bust measurement and add 4, but it just didn't seem right to me at the time. It does make sense now though. Unfortunately there's really nowhere here I would be able to find a 30 band size bra I don't think... Plus I expect my underbust measurement to increase a little as I started gaining some weight. How awesome would it be to say that I'm a 30B right now though! And when I'm done with NBE, I could be a C or D cup! I know it makes no difference, it just sounds better.
That's all for now!
A few notes on what I've been doing since my last update:
* Added heat a week ago for 10-15 minutes after each noogling session, using heating pad on low heat. Really seems to help maintain swelling.
* Taking more time for massage before noogling - need to increase this even more.
* Have been doing Blake Talks for a little over a week now. Still getting lots of sensations while doing it (and after too).
* Started taking NeoCell Collagen + C tablets
* Started taking Borage Oil (1000mg/day)
* Started taking Flaxseed Oil (1000mg/day)
Progress:
* For the last few days I've been measuring 26" under bust (same), fluctuating between 30 1/4" and 30 1/2" across bust (+1/4" and 1/2"), and 29 1/4" and 29 1/2" above bust (+1/4" and 1/2"). I'm very anxious to see if anything remains after my period starts! I sure don't expect it to, but I know that some of this increase is due to NBE and not just the BCPs or my impending period. I have been having sensations in my breasts that are *not* what I feel from BCPs and are exactly what I felt when getting growth previously from NBE.
* Now for some exciting news! Today I went to Target to try on different bra types, brands, and sizes to see what fit me best. The bras I have now are size 32A and are extremely padded. They give the most awesome cleavage I've ever had. I actually think a 32B in these would be much better for me as I have so much cleavage with them that the inner sides of my breasts are nearly touching, and I've noticed more than once that my nipples are almost not fitting into the cups. Alas, Target no longer carries them. But I'm sure not going to ever complain about a bra being too small, or about growing out of one!
Anyway, I wanted to see if I could fit into unpadded 32As just as well. Most of the bras I tried all had the molded cups for shape, but no padding. And guess what?! Every single 32A I tried on, I filled out completely! In fact, one of them was even too small! The nipple of my left (bigger) breast was actually popping up out of the cup! I had some room to grow in the unpadded 32Bs of course, but my goal feels so much more attainable now! I was afraid I'd be swimming in a non-padded 32A. Just for the heck of it I tried on a padded 32B bra and it was nearly too small. If I were to even swell or grow another 1/2" I would definitely be popping out of it. The 32A was definitely too small. That's so exciting to me. Granted I know that probably most of this "extra" I have right now is due to BCPs and pre-period swelling, but I still know I can reach my goal. Lately I've had very noticeable cleavage and visible push-up when wearing tank tops and dresses that never showed any before. It's so nice.
On a side-note, I noticed that with all the 32A bras I tried on I had to hook it on the very first hooks, which tells me I probably really am a 30 band size right now. That's what the nearly all the bra calculators told me I am, and that makes sense when you do the whole "take your under bust measurement and add 4, but it just didn't seem right to me at the time. It does make sense now though. Unfortunately there's really nowhere here I would be able to find a 30 band size bra I don't think... Plus I expect my underbust measurement to increase a little as I started gaining some weight. How awesome would it be to say that I'm a 30B right now though! And when I'm done with NBE, I could be a C or D cup! I know it makes no difference, it just sounds better.
That's all for now!