[twister_mama]

Ramped my BO up to 2000mg per day, since I haven't been noticing many sensations at all recently.

I stopped using my Easy Curves last week because I was tired all the time and I just didn't have the strength to do it. And my 1/4" growth is gone. So it was probably just my chest muscles all along, darn it. I'm pretty depressed now.

I FINALLY get to see my OB/GYN this Tuesday. I'm going to plead my case to her; basically beg her to get my hormones tested and get me on whatever hormones I need to complete my development. My breasts are seriously underdeveloped; they stopped growing due to extreme stress and weight loss/lack of appetite starting when I was 14. My breasts are pointy, and my areolas are puffy. I have virtually no underboob on my smaller right side. After all, if bio men can go to a doctor and get on hormone therapy to feminize themselves, why can't a bio woman get on hormones to complete her development? I'm beginning to see that C cups will never be in my future; but why can't I have NORMALLY developed A's? Is that really so much to ask??? If my OB/GYN won't help me, I'm taking matters into my own hands and will definitely do PM if BO does nothing more for me in a couple more months, at 2000mg per day. I can't stand feeling so embarrassed and ashamed of my flat chest any more. I've spent 20 years hating my breasts; I'll be darned if I spend 20 more years sitting around crying and not doing anything about it! Sigh.