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Good point.. and no, no sex change. Speaking of the other sex I am feeling upset of the unknown of my boyfriend, maybe I shouldnt read into it, he is the type he will say exactly what he feels so if he hasnt said its over yet, then I shouldnt worry, I think I should not call for a day or so he may need space. Sorry for venting this out but as I posted in another post dont have any friends except him, long story why to others that are reading this. but Rachyl. Hey I look at it this way I know I am awsome and to him I am, I dont look bad, and there are others out there for me, but of course he is awesome too.. so I will take it one day at a time. Ok coffee and cig break, yes I do those 2 things, probably the only one on here that does, but will have to cut way down on the coffee when I start the regimen.

Thank you Rachyl you seem like a really nice person.
Susan