[twister_mama]

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad about yourself. I have those exact same feelings about myself. It's a daily struggle, trying to accept what I look like, let me tell you! It affects my relationship with my husband, and my outlook on life. If it makes you feel any better, I'd DIE if I was your size now (you're a 34B, right?). I'm a 34AAA, and pear-shaped. Talk about feeling un-womanly! I have found that the acceptance and support I've received on this forum have helped me immensely. I can share things with you girls that I can't talk about with anyone else in my life; and that's comforting. You are definitely not alone in feeling like this!!!

I hope everything works out for you. Good luck.