08-04-2011, 14:45
Sorry it's been so long. 
As usual, things around here have been pretty crazy.
Thanks for the link to that top, Raw. It looks cute! Actually, I haven't even been in a VS store in like 10 years. I just browsed their site and saw that they have bras in size 34AA! Does anyone know if their bras tend to run small in the cups (I hope so!)??? There is a VS store in our mall like 10 minutes from my house. I may try to get out there soon and try on some bras. I'm sick of wearing bras that are way too big in the cups. Makes me feel worse, you know?
Actually, I like RARELY pump anymore. I just don't have time. Back during the fall, I pumped every night religiously for 1-2 hours for about 2 months straight. I'd pump while lying down right before bedtime, cuz for some reason that was the only way I could get good suction. I started out using the foam ring glued to the medium dome; then the last week or so I used it I was able to do it without the ring (I only did it on my smaller right side). Whatever "swelling" I got lasted maybe an hour. Obviously there was no permanent growth from that. After we moved, I lost my motivation to use NB since I had such limited results; and I'm too tired at night. So that's why I attempted to do it while just sitting here at my computer; if it worked, then I could try to fit it in sometime during the day. Alas, it didn't go so great.
I have the airlocks, but I don't use them (I need to stay connected to the pump since I lose suction so easily). I use the clamps. I will probably attempt to try it again, only this time using my cocoa butter lotion instead of my cocoa butter/vitamin e oil. I know NB is the only way to even out my breasts; my right side is a good cup size smaller than the left. Sigh.
On the positive side, I have been experiencing tons of aches and pinchy pains and some new fullness!
I bought a bunch more breast enlargement hypnosis tracks from Steve G. Jones a couple weeks ago, and I've been listening to them every day and night without fail. I truly believe my mind was blocking any further growth. Unlike women who grew large during pregnancy or breastfeeding (I never grew during either of my pregnancies), or women who were larger before losing weight, I've never had breasts larger than they are now. So unfortunately, my mind really can't comprehend my body with larger breasts. So I've been listening to the hour-long Platinum recording every night as I fall asleep, and I have 5 different half-hour recordings I listen to throughout the day as I'm going about my business. I try to listen for at least a couple hours during the day. Also, recently I'm "pretending" I already have large breasts to kick-start my mind. I'll purposely hold my arms further away from my chest as if I have large breasts that are sticking out. When I bend over or walk down the stairs, I'll imagine I feel lots of movement and bounce (I have a really active imagination, lol; that's why hypnosis seems to be helping me). I'll say things to myself like "My boobs are so large that they get in the way when I'm folding laundry;" or "My boobs are so large that they get in the way when I load the dishwasher." And I'll tell myself that all the excess fat from my thighs, butt, and lower abdomen are moving up to my breasts. Sounds retarded, I know; but unless I can convince my mind that these things are happening, and that my breasts ARE larger, then any further progress will probably stop. So far, it definitely seems to be working! I felt a little extra padding on either side of my sternum a couple weeks ago, so I intentionally stopped all chi rotations and chest exercises for about 10 days just to make sure it was "real," since rotations and chest exercises can cause temporary padding there. It stayed. So a few days ago I resumed doing chi rotations a couple times a day. Right away I noticed that my breasts are DEFINITELY a lot fuller in my hands! Before, I had a lot less breast tissue; and my fingertips would always be overlapping at the center of my chest (which made the rotations awkward). Now, my fingertips don't even touch! It's such a strange, amazing feeling!!! My measurements have not changed yet; and I don't see much change in the mirror; but wow, I definitely feel it with my hands! And also when I look down at my chest, there is such a nice, defined roundness, even on my smaller right side. I'm starting to feel more feminine!
I also started the chiyomilk massages about 6 days ago. I found them on the links in sharon_lee_family's program page. It focuses on clearing the lymph nodes, I noticed, instead of actually massaging breast tissue. I found right away the the lymph nodes above my right breast (under collar bone) were very sore. So I massaged them, and a couple days later the soreness was mostly gone. I seem to have something about my anatomy that likes to block those lymph nodes up though, cuz they still occasionally feel a little sore when I massage, although nowhere near what they felt like at the start. The nodes on my left side are never sore (the larger side); so hmmm ..... I've noticed increased aches in breasts since starting the chiyomilk massages, which is interesting since you aren't actually massaging your breasts. Will definitely keep it up!!!
And I added a couple other supplements about 6 days ago too. I had done tons of research on HGH (human growth hormone) releasers a while back; and I had posted a link on lostacres6's thread NBE users ages 55 and over a few weeks ago about it and a link to a site called GenF20 that sells HGH releaser capsules that I was considering. However, that site is kinda pricey. So when I placed yet another order from Swanson's a couple weeks ago, I noticed Swanson's has their own HGH releaser formula that was much more affordable. I'm sure GenF20's formula is probably better; but it's a lot more expensive. Swanson's dose for me is 3 capsules per day; but they say to start out at about 1/3 of that dose and slowly ramp it up. So I've only been taking one capsule per day for the past 6 days. Next week I'll take two; then the next week take three. Since I'm already 34 years old, I figure I could use the help!
I also started taking two Neocell collagen type I & III tablets twice a day. No way I can do more than that! And I still have some collagen type II capsules left over that I'm taking too. At the very least, they might help my arthritis! I added them about 6 days ago too. I take vitamin c and vitamin e as well. I've been on one DIM capsule per day for about two and a half weeks now too; I think it may be helping my acne a bit.
SOOO, I'm taking a lot more supplements again, lol! But the changes I've started to notice over the past few weeks really did start when I got all those hypnosis tracks. I can't say for sure how much my recent supplements (HGH releaser, collagen) have been helping since I've only been on them like 6 days; but I plan on continuing to take everything for at least a month or two and see if I notice faster results. All I know is that something VERY good has been happening to my breasts lately; and it's wonderful!
Sorry this was so long. If you made it all the way through, thanks!
As usual, things around here have been pretty crazy.Thanks for the link to that top, Raw. It looks cute! Actually, I haven't even been in a VS store in like 10 years. I just browsed their site and saw that they have bras in size 34AA! Does anyone know if their bras tend to run small in the cups (I hope so!)??? There is a VS store in our mall like 10 minutes from my house. I may try to get out there soon and try on some bras. I'm sick of wearing bras that are way too big in the cups. Makes me feel worse, you know?
Actually, I like RARELY pump anymore. I just don't have time. Back during the fall, I pumped every night religiously for 1-2 hours for about 2 months straight. I'd pump while lying down right before bedtime, cuz for some reason that was the only way I could get good suction. I started out using the foam ring glued to the medium dome; then the last week or so I used it I was able to do it without the ring (I only did it on my smaller right side). Whatever "swelling" I got lasted maybe an hour. Obviously there was no permanent growth from that. After we moved, I lost my motivation to use NB since I had such limited results; and I'm too tired at night. So that's why I attempted to do it while just sitting here at my computer; if it worked, then I could try to fit it in sometime during the day. Alas, it didn't go so great.
I have the airlocks, but I don't use them (I need to stay connected to the pump since I lose suction so easily). I use the clamps. I will probably attempt to try it again, only this time using my cocoa butter lotion instead of my cocoa butter/vitamin e oil. I know NB is the only way to even out my breasts; my right side is a good cup size smaller than the left. Sigh.On the positive side, I have been experiencing tons of aches and pinchy pains and some new fullness!
I bought a bunch more breast enlargement hypnosis tracks from Steve G. Jones a couple weeks ago, and I've been listening to them every day and night without fail. I truly believe my mind was blocking any further growth. Unlike women who grew large during pregnancy or breastfeeding (I never grew during either of my pregnancies), or women who were larger before losing weight, I've never had breasts larger than they are now. So unfortunately, my mind really can't comprehend my body with larger breasts. So I've been listening to the hour-long Platinum recording every night as I fall asleep, and I have 5 different half-hour recordings I listen to throughout the day as I'm going about my business. I try to listen for at least a couple hours during the day. Also, recently I'm "pretending" I already have large breasts to kick-start my mind. I'll purposely hold my arms further away from my chest as if I have large breasts that are sticking out. When I bend over or walk down the stairs, I'll imagine I feel lots of movement and bounce (I have a really active imagination, lol; that's why hypnosis seems to be helping me). I'll say things to myself like "My boobs are so large that they get in the way when I'm folding laundry;" or "My boobs are so large that they get in the way when I load the dishwasher." And I'll tell myself that all the excess fat from my thighs, butt, and lower abdomen are moving up to my breasts. Sounds retarded, I know; but unless I can convince my mind that these things are happening, and that my breasts ARE larger, then any further progress will probably stop. So far, it definitely seems to be working! I felt a little extra padding on either side of my sternum a couple weeks ago, so I intentionally stopped all chi rotations and chest exercises for about 10 days just to make sure it was "real," since rotations and chest exercises can cause temporary padding there. It stayed. So a few days ago I resumed doing chi rotations a couple times a day. Right away I noticed that my breasts are DEFINITELY a lot fuller in my hands! Before, I had a lot less breast tissue; and my fingertips would always be overlapping at the center of my chest (which made the rotations awkward). Now, my fingertips don't even touch! It's such a strange, amazing feeling!!! My measurements have not changed yet; and I don't see much change in the mirror; but wow, I definitely feel it with my hands! And also when I look down at my chest, there is such a nice, defined roundness, even on my smaller right side. I'm starting to feel more feminine! I also started the chiyomilk massages about 6 days ago. I found them on the links in sharon_lee_family's program page. It focuses on clearing the lymph nodes, I noticed, instead of actually massaging breast tissue. I found right away the the lymph nodes above my right breast (under collar bone) were very sore. So I massaged them, and a couple days later the soreness was mostly gone. I seem to have something about my anatomy that likes to block those lymph nodes up though, cuz they still occasionally feel a little sore when I massage, although nowhere near what they felt like at the start. The nodes on my left side are never sore (the larger side); so hmmm ..... I've noticed increased aches in breasts since starting the chiyomilk massages, which is interesting since you aren't actually massaging your breasts. Will definitely keep it up!!!
And I added a couple other supplements about 6 days ago too. I had done tons of research on HGH (human growth hormone) releasers a while back; and I had posted a link on lostacres6's thread NBE users ages 55 and over a few weeks ago about it and a link to a site called GenF20 that sells HGH releaser capsules that I was considering. However, that site is kinda pricey. So when I placed yet another order from Swanson's a couple weeks ago, I noticed Swanson's has their own HGH releaser formula that was much more affordable. I'm sure GenF20's formula is probably better; but it's a lot more expensive. Swanson's dose for me is 3 capsules per day; but they say to start out at about 1/3 of that dose and slowly ramp it up. So I've only been taking one capsule per day for the past 6 days. Next week I'll take two; then the next week take three. Since I'm already 34 years old, I figure I could use the help!
I also started taking two Neocell collagen type I & III tablets twice a day. No way I can do more than that! And I still have some collagen type II capsules left over that I'm taking too. At the very least, they might help my arthritis! I added them about 6 days ago too. I take vitamin c and vitamin e as well. I've been on one DIM capsule per day for about two and a half weeks now too; I think it may be helping my acne a bit.
SOOO, I'm taking a lot more supplements again, lol! But the changes I've started to notice over the past few weeks really did start when I got all those hypnosis tracks. I can't say for sure how much my recent supplements (HGH releaser, collagen) have been helping since I've only been on them like 6 days; but I plan on continuing to take everything for at least a month or two and see if I notice faster results. All I know is that something VERY good has been happening to my breasts lately; and it's wonderful!
Sorry this was so long. If you made it all the way through, thanks!