[Anastasia916]

ilovelife, you shouldn't even be thinking of using pills or creams, you can mess up your hormones and cause irreversible damage. We all here understand your pain. We were all once your age, all flat at that age, etc. All these friends who you THINK are bigger, are doing the same thing you are, stuffing their bra, wearing bras too big, etc. etc. Trust me on this one. And even if they aren't... having bigger breasts at such a young age, they will end up sagging by the time they are 25-30 where as those that develop later, stay perky longer. As far as the bikini issue. Not sure what country you live in... but there are bikini's that make you look like you have breasts and enhance them where they look bigger. I'm sure if you explained to your mom your insecurities and the friends making fun of you, she would understand, remember she was 12 once also. The only things you should do right now is be sure to maintain healthy eating habits, get plenty of protein in, massage is fine, try the chi massage if you haven't already, and just loving yourself. Your body will not develop if you are depressed and negative about yourself. Just enjoy being young and having fun, the body will come later.