[twister_mama]

Last Wednesday I attempted to Noogle while sitting at my computer; and for some reason, it was a major struggle to keep the cups on. I tried for an hour. The left one fell off about halfway into it; and I was so fed up with constantly having to put it back on I just left it off and kept working on my smaller right side. Well, when the hour was up I had lots of red dots, dang it! A couple were kinda bigger. I slathered on the dirty-socks-smelling arnica gel, and by Saturday they were pretty much gone. Then later that day (Wednesday), my right boob started aching and aching pretty bad. I figured, "Shoot, I broke my boob." So I didn't think much of it. But that side is STILL aching right now! I tried to pass it off as deferred back pain; but it hurts no matter if I'm sitting, standing, lying down, bending over, etc. And today the left side is starting to ache like that a little too. So who knows; maybe it's growing pains! I hope so! I tend to feel quite achy after eating too, especially if the meal has a lot of protein. That right side is not any larger or anything; but I'll keep my fingers crossed!!! I doubt I'll do NB for awhile though, lol.

I've been listening to my hypnosis track every night as I fall asleep. I guess only time will tell if it helps! It certainly does relax me; I usually doze off a couple times during it. I try to imagine my breasts getting larger as often as I can throughout the day too.

I added one MSM capsule per day to my program, I think back on Tuesday last week. Starting tonight I will take one GABA capsule per night too, to help with relaxation. And I just started taking one DIM capsule per day too. I'll try it for a couple weeks and see if I notice any increased pains, or if my acne starts to calm down. I was considering taking a break and doing a milk thistle cleanse, but I'll give DIM a try first. I just really felt bummed about my lack of noticeable growth these past couple months over the weekend and felt I needed to change something. So I'll give the DIM a try! Actually, I am feeling some strange sensations today. Kinda like a feeling of heaviness; and my breasts are also a little tingly, like when you've been tensing up your muscles and then let them relax, and they feel a little weird and tingly. Like that.

I've gotten pretty lazy with my rotations and chest exercises the past several days; and as a result, the nice firmness and extra fullness I had is gone. I've been so cold lately, and my hands have been FREEZING so my motivation to do rotations has gone away. I think if I could just manage to do some rotations twice a day, that would be better than nothing. And I'm gonna do both sides equally; last week I was doing mostly the right side only, and I was noticing that the LEFT side was looking larger! Argh!!! I don't know if this Chi business works on the opposite side or what; but in case it does, I'm just doing both sides from now on, lol.

I decided to just go ahead and order another 4 1/2 months' supply of BB pills. I hadn't heard back from Erika in like almost a week, and I was down to the last 6 days of my current supply. I knew my new pics weren't good enough to be on the site, and time was wasting! They should come in tomorrow, which is the last day of my current supply. Ahh, I really hope I have more growth during this spring and summer!!!