[blueseltzer]

thanks for the encouragement! i really need it! I’m kinda in Evebra fatigue here on day 38. I’m never off more than a few hours so i don’t have a baseline measurement of my bust to see if i have any real growth and it is discouraging. which sounds silly i know because i am about 44 and 1/4th inch bust when off pump for an hour. my start of NBE was 43.15. 

so i see growth when swelled, but no idea if it stays. if i have growth over baseline it is very very slow and hard to see and my swelled size hasnt really changed much at all in a couple of weeks. so i feel fatigued and in a plateau. I’m just in a, wow, am i really gonna do this for 4-6 months fatigue right now. i need a peptalk! sorry!

I’m on my stretched wider Evebra 6 cups most of the time. i switch to non stretched Evebra 4 for zoom calls with a poofy overshirt. my nipples barely touch there sometimes, but my bust is out of frame and the poofy shirt hides the skirts up top mostly. 

i added bee pollen supplements this last week and volufiline topical to my boobs for maybe localized fat gain. anyone have thoughts on these?

current vac pressure:
25 mm/Hg sleeping (going well mostly)
25 alternating with 35 in four min increments when awake (the 35 sometimes causes the skirts not to flare and kinda fold under so i have to monitor it, but i feel swelling is higher this way and safe if i monitor, not sure)

some 50 mm/Hg half hour sessions with noog XL cups when i can find the time

i take pics and all pics look better than my start pic to me. one boob was smaller to start and not rounded up top on the outside and it looks even now. all pics look bigger and more rounded just a little now, longest off pump pic was like 7 hours off on like day 21. my skin has been consistently good now that i don’t do the 50 mm/ Hg vac pressure much. 

thanks for reading!