[Lara's Lcups]

So much for losing weight... Instead I have gained some, no scale so I dunno about the numbers but as usual, its mostly girly stuff, so plenty on my hips + butt + thighs and lower tummy which has always been easily thick and well, I've got some more over there. I snapped a photo I think is kinda cute and artistic so I thought I would share. I love the changes, but this isn't taking me any closer to my weight goals which I have to achieve somehow at some point. I have to get my BMI to 30 or below for surgery, within two years so no worries yet.

To be honest, I hate BMI as it has never quite worked on me, even at my slimmest I was at the upper end of "normal" and any other time its been hovering around thirty and since starting HRT, it has jumped to like 33-34 or so. Bovine ovary is a big culprit along with inability of maintaining a insane high maintenance lifestyle which I seem to require if I want to stay slim. Eating like a bird is out of question because that would make me totally not functional at all. Lovely metabolism isn't it? Use up energy quickly, gain weight quickly.... Losing used to be easy but now its become super hard to pull of.

For now, I'm fine though, I'm going to keep getting more curvy as I have time to deal with this.
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