Hello lovelies. 
" alt="" title=""> I already posted an introduction yesterday, for some reason the text arrangement got wonky and I'm not sure what did I do wrong with it? I hope this one will work out well. If it gets messed up, perhaps Eve or Lotus could help me to figure out why? Anyway, lets get down to business. I'll tell a bit about what I've been doing the last couple of years, what I'm onto right now and what are my plans, goals and dreams.
I started out lurking these forums couple of years ago when it became painfully evident that its time for me to fix my body, the parts that it couldn't develop nauturally and to figure out myself once and for all and fix my life in general. I have whole bunch of traumatic experience, some mental health problems and so on to deal with on the side of figuring out what to do with my body... So a whole lot on my plate. It took a while to start learning what this is all about, I started out with just wanting to grow my breasts but I knew deep within that this rabbit hole goes much deeper than that.
I started with noogling and soon after looked into herbals and got into PM, quite soon I started to dig in deeper and add things in and ended up doing Lotus's herbal program pretty much spot on. Soon it was evident that this wont be enough that I have to get on convential HRT and I did that on my own, started with oral E, very soon switched to injections, then later on added in progesterone and so on. I kept all useful NBE supplements on the side I knew to work well along with HRT meds and slowly added in more things, switched over on others and experiemented a whole lot. Then last year I got to know a private doctor who helped me to get some things on prescription and she's given her input on what I'm doing, bless her soul as she's doing this on her own outside of the usual gatekeeping system that is in place in Finland.
After a whole lot of experiementing, reading and learning by doing I have concluded a bunch of things. My body adapts and responds quickly to almost everything I've been on. HRT is extremely powerful, injectable estrogen is abosolute blissful magic to me. It not only changed my body dramatically, but also cleared my mind a whole lot. It felt like a veil was lifted, like my body was for the first time in my life running on correct fuel. Bovine Ovary is magically effective on me. I don't know many who do HRT and BO at the same time, but for me that was a massive game changer. It along progesterone ushered in Tanner four very quickly around the time I had been on HRT for about ten to eleven months. I have natural sensitivity to anything that elevates prolactin and its very easy to induce deliberate hyperprolactinemia. Being on cyproterone acetate (testosterone blocker) alone made my levels shoot up to hyperprolactinemia levels. Addition of GABA and milk thistle make it shoot right up to 1400 mU/l and I found out that I lactate at lower than normal levels required for it. This makes sense because its in line with my family genetics. I was suspecting something and started experiementing, high prolactin levels make me develop a lot of breast fat and also lactate quite easily. My aunt and mother both have this trait and my aunt in particular has had it totally crazy, her breasts grew a whole lot after eachpregnancy, she has three children. I have zero idea about her breast volume but its obviously gigantomastia. Bunch of my family women have some same traits, they all have very projected breasts, also wide root and they are all around Finnish average or larger. I seem to exhibit the same traits so far.
My program has also made my lower body change dramatically which has been somewhat surprising. I've always carried most fat at thighs, hips and butt and lower tummy ever since my first puberty and this has dramatically accentuated during the last two years. Especially last six months have brought in biggest change so far. Everything else has changed too, my face is much more feminine now, abour 90% of my body hair is all gone and what is left is now in fully female pattern. My skin has cleared a whole lot, I have lost some height and my feet and hands have shrunk. My waist is starting to show up, its tiny for someone my size, but hidden below fat layer that I'm currently working on to get rid of.
Here's what I'm on right now, starting with HRT stuff:
EV injection, biweekly. 3,2mg/0,08ml 40mg/ml concentration
EV patch, 0,5mcg biweekly in between injections to stabilise estrogen levels
Progesterone, 200mg boofed nightly
Cyproterone Acetate, 12,5mg daily (T blocker)
NBE, morning:
Calcium citrate 1 capsule (don't remember the mg on this)
L-tyrosine 1000mg
Multivitamin (contains a long list of things, I'll post details some time)
CLA 1000mg (weight management + metabolism boost)
Milk thistle 1000mg
Swanson BO 250mg
Ginseng 500mg
Day:
GABA 750mg
Swanson BO 250mg
Ginseng 1000mg
Milk thistle 1000mg
CLA 1000mg
Legendairy Milk Liquid Gold 1x (combination of lactation aiding herbs)
Evening:
GABA 750mg
Swanson BO 500mg
Ginseng 500mg
Milk thistle 1000mg
Legendairy Milk Liquid Gold 1x
Vitamin A 5000iu
Vitamin D3 10000iu
MSM 3 teaspoons raw powder
I noogle 3-5 hours daily, sundays off, some times another day off during daytime. I will post in detail about what I do with it some time, its a whole lot to discuss, I could actually copy and paste my noogleberry guide here into this thread or make a new one. I also massage when ever my hands are free for it. 
" alt="" title=""> I wonder if I forgot something from my program, I hope not but I'll update if there's something. I'm such a miss Absent Mind that I likely forget stuff.
(I'm going to post this now to see if the text came out ok, then edit and add some pictures.)