Yes i tried BO, chiyomilk program, japanese massage, chi massage, noogleberry, herbs, anti-androgens, deer antler spray, surferjoe’s diet, chest press and other gym exercise
EVERYTHING
I feel like i’m not normal, i look at super-skinny anorexic models and they have more breast tissue than me.
Therapy is something like shit, i did it for my eating disorder, BUT hey i had a eating disorder because of my horrible shape, my goal wasn’t be skinny like a model, but i tought it was the only right thing to accept myself. I don’t want a super skinny shape, i just want a normal shape with B/C cup and tummy, seddlebags and cellulite. With my size 0 and heavy workouts i’m not happy anyway.
Yes i should do surgery and have my size 0 with implants like every model, but this is not what i want. I dont want a size 0 and i dont want theese weird baloon shaped implants in my body.
I dont care about my self esteem, nobody likes flat chest, it’s like have something wrong cause nobody is flat chested neither anorexic models. Nobody likes you for your Good things if you’re so weird.
I don’t wanna be like an X actress, just like every normal girl with fat and at least a B cup.
But hey, i think the last resort is to accept surgery or commit suicide.
I waste ton of money with this stupid nbe, enought to pay my implants.