[dreamergirl]

I realised today that my body is the exact opposite of my goal body/what I find attractive... no wonder I hate it so much.

My ideal body: Curvy/thick, soft, big boobs

What I have: Skinny, firm, small boobs

Explains why my self hatred is so extreme. No part of me is anywhere near my personal goals, even beyond my boobs.

If you are having trouble gaining weight I 100% recommend adding mass gainer protein shakes in between your meals(start with once a day first since some people cant handle whey protein on their stomach) I used to be crazy skinny Im talking underweight I struggled with a very high metabolism so I looked into weight gain products and the best was a mass gain shake I ended up gaining 10+kg back then and became curvy boobs got bigger and so on these days my metabolism is within normal range so Ive kept my weight plus alil more and Im very happy with where my curves are at. Please try it I guarantee you wont be dissapointed sooo many girls do this to get thicker just do a youtube search its a commonly used product, safe and reliable as its jist adding extra protein and calories to your diet

Thank you so much you are always so sweet, understanding and helpful! I am actually currently using something similar on a daily basis (1 or 2 times a day) but probably just not taking enough. Do you have any links to those videos you talked about? Sorry I don't want to bother you I just don't know what to search to find it.