28-01-2021, 23:39
I realised today that my body is the exact opposite of my goal body/what I find attractive... no wonder I hate it so much.
My ideal body: Curvy/thick, soft, big boobs
What I have: Skinny, firm, small boobs
Explains why my self hatred is so extreme. No part of me is anywhere near my personal goals, even beyond my boobs.