04-01-2021, 15:57
Self hatred is an awful, consuming thing but I gave it some thought and realised it's the driving force behind my NBE progress.
If I get even a little bit satisfied with myself, I'm less motivated to put the work in.
When I hate my body, I'll stay awake massaging all night until the sun comes up.
Hoping to love myself but I'll endure this as long as I see some more progress.