I understand you Cely, the reason I haven’t told him or anyone else is because I feel it is my business. It’s my body and about my confidence and I don’t care what anyone else thinks of it. The reason I want to tell him is simply because since NBE is something I do daily with massage and pumping and he is home all the time I feel like I’m sneaking around... almost like I’m having an affair with my breasts haha..! I’m not lying to anyone but at the same time I am keeping this secret. I wouldn’t feel this way at all if he simply worked at the office and I had time for my self.
On the other hand it would feel so good to not hide it and to ramp up my pumping hours. It’s like I’m afraid he’s going to see me differently somehow? Like look down on me for being vain and insecure. I can’t decide