[koyasha]

Phew,

Both of you girls are tough to crack! But i love you anyways.

I'm not an advocate for implants but sometimes this is a better route.

I had a friend that was born with a short leg.

He wore a special shoe and did exercises to stretch his leg from the time he was 6 until after graduating high school.

I lost touch with him till after college and we met up together after about 5 years.

When I saw him walking towards me I was amazed that he was upright, no dragging a 5lb boot and quite confident in his carriage!

What happened to you I asked?

After all those years of trying to stretch his leg he met someone in college that told him of a "bone Dr" that could fix him up.

He resisted because I felt he could fix it himself.

He finally gave in and had the operation.

Now he only regrets that he was so stubborn didn't do this sooner. He missed out on so much life by hating himself and just being a recluse.

Its not good to hate your self or a body part. Get it fixed.

There is fat transfer which is a bit safer than implants.

I'm trying

Huggs Bobbi

You're right. I think that it would solve my problem but I'm wary of creating new problems, either health problems or mental problems. I always fear that if it's an unnatural part of my body, I won't feel a true self esteem boost and it might cause me to feel even worse about myself mentally. I don't know though, maybe you're right and I'd only wish that I did it sooner and had my dream body without wasting years hating myself.

Thank you so much for telling us the story about your friend and for your advice, Bobbi!

Dreamergirl took the words right out of my mouth. I am surprised someone feels the way I do about this. I am worried about the mental problems, too. An implant, I'd probably try to rip it out at some point or punch it at the very least because I'd feel it doesn't belong there and that I need to get rid of this foreign object inside of my body (stupid, I know). Ok, I wouldn't try to rip it out, that's just what I would probably feel like, I'd feel the need to remove it. Fat transfer is actually a good idea, but.. I think I'd still feel, somehow.. that this wouldn't be 'me'. I am not sure how I would feel, maybe I would be the happiest person on Earth. Fat transfer definitely sounds WAY more appealing than implants. But then again, would I want fat removed from another body part or would that, again, not feel like myself anymore? I don't know. 
Thank you for giving this so much thought!