04-10-2020, 16:59
Hannah, Thank you for your response. I wish I read your reply sooner but I stayed off the forum because of the break and didn't decide to come back until now. I just got through reading JenniferLoves thread. It doesn't look like she's still on the forum but I wonder if she ever got better?
Update: I think it's been 5 weeks since I took off. No symptoms at all during this time. I decided to try again last night on almost no pressure at all for 10 minutes 3x and my hands and feet and breast went ice cold again but didn't turn color. It was gone by this morning and I tried again because I so desperately wanted this to work. Big mistake. Did the exact same thing as last night (and again on only enough pressure to keep the cups on because I'm mainly trying to see if it's a permanent problem) this morning. Hands and feet went ice cold again and the entire of the right side of my body (the side I pump on) is somewhat numb. I'm praying it goes away as so far the symptoms have gone away for me after several hours. I'm never noogling again! I only noogled for about 5 weeks and despite doing long hours the last few weeks could never get much pressure without issues and I still caused permanent damage. At first I thought what I was experiencing was stretchmarks despite it looking odd but it looks like a major vein or artery in my breast (on the side of the breast closer to the armpit) is very visible now and whatever damage caused it to be visible before this break is the problem. I feel upset that I don't feel like the risks are properly conveyed. While a lot of people seem to be okay there are obviously some people who have this problem happen so it's not completely safe. If I knew the risks and took them anyways then I wouldn't be upset because that would be on me. It's that it's always been touted on here as the safe method while the risks of herbs is always mentioned. I never knew that permanent vascular damage was possible and I never knew that even without pumping at higher pressures you could do damage. I wish the risks of permanent damage to the vascular system was shown as a possibility even if it's unlikely for most people.
I'm feeling pretty heartbroken right now for multiple reasons. 1.) I don't know how to fix this. I'm praying the symptoms go away in several hours as they have the last few times this happened, but even if they do the major artery or vein or whatever is still very visible and the fact that almost no pressure causes this tells me the damage is still there even if I've been able to have them go away after several hours before. 2.) I feel like there's nothing left for me to try. Unfortunately noogleberry was my only hope and the only thing my breast responded to. My right breast never developed correctly and doesn't respond to weight gain or massage and when I've tried herbs it seems like only my left breast would respond. My right breast actually seemed to be responding to noogleberry. It makes me feel like I have to throw in the towel on NBE now. The only thing I'm considering is maybe BO might work (in the future but not now) and not cause the same issue as other herbs have where only the left breast is responsive since its suppose to be used for women with underdeveloped breasts, but I'm not so sure. That's a thought for the future though, for now I wish I knew what happened to my vascular system that it's super visible like that and I'm having these symptoms w/ noogleberry and if I could make it go away. I wasted over 100$ to damage my vascular system :'(
Update: I think it's been 5 weeks since I took off. No symptoms at all during this time. I decided to try again last night on almost no pressure at all for 10 minutes 3x and my hands and feet and breast went ice cold again but didn't turn color. It was gone by this morning and I tried again because I so desperately wanted this to work. Big mistake. Did the exact same thing as last night (and again on only enough pressure to keep the cups on because I'm mainly trying to see if it's a permanent problem) this morning. Hands and feet went ice cold again and the entire of the right side of my body (the side I pump on) is somewhat numb. I'm praying it goes away as so far the symptoms have gone away for me after several hours. I'm never noogling again! I only noogled for about 5 weeks and despite doing long hours the last few weeks could never get much pressure without issues and I still caused permanent damage. At first I thought what I was experiencing was stretchmarks despite it looking odd but it looks like a major vein or artery in my breast (on the side of the breast closer to the armpit) is very visible now and whatever damage caused it to be visible before this break is the problem. I feel upset that I don't feel like the risks are properly conveyed. While a lot of people seem to be okay there are obviously some people who have this problem happen so it's not completely safe. If I knew the risks and took them anyways then I wouldn't be upset because that would be on me. It's that it's always been touted on here as the safe method while the risks of herbs is always mentioned. I never knew that permanent vascular damage was possible and I never knew that even without pumping at higher pressures you could do damage. I wish the risks of permanent damage to the vascular system was shown as a possibility even if it's unlikely for most people.
I'm feeling pretty heartbroken right now for multiple reasons. 1.) I don't know how to fix this. I'm praying the symptoms go away in several hours as they have the last few times this happened, but even if they do the major artery or vein or whatever is still very visible and the fact that almost no pressure causes this tells me the damage is still there even if I've been able to have them go away after several hours before. 2.) I feel like there's nothing left for me to try. Unfortunately noogleberry was my only hope and the only thing my breast responded to. My right breast never developed correctly and doesn't respond to weight gain or massage and when I've tried herbs it seems like only my left breast would respond. My right breast actually seemed to be responding to noogleberry. It makes me feel like I have to throw in the towel on NBE now. The only thing I'm considering is maybe BO might work (in the future but not now) and not cause the same issue as other herbs have where only the left breast is responsive since its suppose to be used for women with underdeveloped breasts, but I'm not so sure. That's a thought for the future though, for now I wish I knew what happened to my vascular system that it's super visible like that and I'm having these symptoms w/ noogleberry and if I could make it go away. I wasted over 100$ to damage my vascular system :'(