26-08-2020, 15:28
I'm not sure if anyone is following this, but I've been taking a breast as of Monday afternoon. I think I will probably start back up on Saturday. My stretchmarks had gotten completely out of control. I never had such aggressive and angry looking stretchmarks in my life. I also had these red dots that looked like zits, but aren't and I'm wondering if they are blisters appearing in two different spots around where the rim of the cup lays on the breast which made it painful because every time I noogled it was laying right against it. Circulation looked like it was possibly getting cut off in a weird way too where there was a greyish/purpleish rim when I first took off the cup for roughly 30 minutes. I actually shrunk a bit too and I think it was due to all of these problems and that my breasts were basically demanding a lengthier break at the moment. I'm hoping things look better on Saturday because I miss pumping, but if not I will wait longer if I have to because I think towards the end I was actually causing myself to lose growth from overdoing it but at the least I was stalling myself out.
I was always of the opinion that the more swelling the better having been on this forum for a while, but I think I was getting too much swelling. I was filling up the cups so much and getting so much swelling and I loved it, but I think it was way too much considering my starting point and was damaging the skin, but possibly even the tissue. My breast started from almost nothing and I've never breastfed or been pregnant or anything that caused that skin to be stretched out before so the skin was really tough to start out with. It was too much swelling because it was stretching that skin out way too much when it wasn't use to it causing very aggressive looking stretchmarks. When I start back up again I'm going to do even less pressure and not try to fill up the cups as much as possible and get as much swelling as possible and control it a bit more. I don't think it will make much of a difference as I think it was the pressure and amount of swelling that was the problem but I am also going to cut back from 3.5 hours 2x a day to 3 hours 2x a day as well when I start back up. I'm giving it lots of TLC to try to heal it up right now. I was a bit overzealous because I loved the swelling I was getting and wanted them to be symmetrical asap but my skin and tissue was not having it and now I'm forced into a lengthy break. I saw what was happening too and tried to push through and keep things up and it looks much worse, so I've learned my lesson. Getting as much swelling and filling up the cups as much as possible isn't always for the best. I imagine people who have larger breasts to start with or who have had that skin stretched out before are in a better position to do that but people like me who have never had that happen and are starting out from almost nothing where the skin is tight need to use more caution. I'm also looking into what the best stretchmark method is. I smother it with cocoa butter for sessions, so I imagine I will try something else.
I was always of the opinion that the more swelling the better having been on this forum for a while, but I think I was getting too much swelling. I was filling up the cups so much and getting so much swelling and I loved it, but I think it was way too much considering my starting point and was damaging the skin, but possibly even the tissue. My breast started from almost nothing and I've never breastfed or been pregnant or anything that caused that skin to be stretched out before so the skin was really tough to start out with. It was too much swelling because it was stretching that skin out way too much when it wasn't use to it causing very aggressive looking stretchmarks. When I start back up again I'm going to do even less pressure and not try to fill up the cups as much as possible and get as much swelling as possible and control it a bit more. I don't think it will make much of a difference as I think it was the pressure and amount of swelling that was the problem but I am also going to cut back from 3.5 hours 2x a day to 3 hours 2x a day as well when I start back up. I'm giving it lots of TLC to try to heal it up right now. I was a bit overzealous because I loved the swelling I was getting and wanted them to be symmetrical asap but my skin and tissue was not having it and now I'm forced into a lengthy break. I saw what was happening too and tried to push through and keep things up and it looks much worse, so I've learned my lesson. Getting as much swelling and filling up the cups as much as possible isn't always for the best. I imagine people who have larger breasts to start with or who have had that skin stretched out before are in a better position to do that but people like me who have never had that happen and are starting out from almost nothing where the skin is tight need to use more caution. I'm also looking into what the best stretchmark method is. I smother it with cocoa butter for sessions, so I imagine I will try something else.