17-08-2020, 18:39
I hope things are going well with you!
I took two new photos today because yesterdays photos were bad quality. This is at the 48 hours without pumping mark. I'm hoping I'm good to go tomorrow because I miss pumping. I should start taking side photos because I think I notice the difference on the side more than anything. There was almost nothing there before on the side and while it's still just a small amount on the side I think the side is where I notice the most change.
Still 36 inches. It doesn't appear to be going down, so I'm hoping that's a sign it's growth afterall. I have no idea at what point I can feel like it's real vs swelling. I'd like to imagine if it was swelling it would be slowly going down this whole time? It feels a bit more fatty and less hard now than yesterday but doesn't look smaller. It's crazy to think that I might have gained a whole inch in 5.5 weeks. 1/2 an inch in the first 4 weeks and the other 1/2 in the last week and a half. I don't know when I can celebrate it as growth vs swelling. I really wish I took before photos. Does it look 1/2 an inch bigger than the photo 9 or so days ago?
Today I realized I have been measuring my underbust wrong, which partially explains why I have a larger difference between my underbust and overbust compared to my actual breast size because it hasn't made any sense to me. I did it in the mirror today and turned around to look at the back while I did it and realized the tape measure was slipping down in the back compared to the front so it wasn't straight across and was giving me a smaller measurement. So my underbust is currently 34 inches. I have a 32B bra so I actually have no idea what size I really am now. I normally am a 32B when I'm a smaller weight though, so by the time I get to my goal weight the 32 band size will fit me. I wish I could just go to the store just to try on bras for fun out of curiosity to see if an A or a B fits me best now that I know my current band size is a 34, and to see how well my small breast fits in a bra because I'm curious what size the small one is. I don't know if it's still an AA or if it's an A yet. I feel like I can't gain an inch and still be an AA, but it also doesn't really look like an A to me but maybe I'm wrong.
I took two new photos today because yesterdays photos were bad quality. This is at the 48 hours without pumping mark. I'm hoping I'm good to go tomorrow because I miss pumping. I should start taking side photos because I think I notice the difference on the side more than anything. There was almost nothing there before on the side and while it's still just a small amount on the side I think the side is where I notice the most change.
Still 36 inches. It doesn't appear to be going down, so I'm hoping that's a sign it's growth afterall. I have no idea at what point I can feel like it's real vs swelling. I'd like to imagine if it was swelling it would be slowly going down this whole time? It feels a bit more fatty and less hard now than yesterday but doesn't look smaller. It's crazy to think that I might have gained a whole inch in 5.5 weeks. 1/2 an inch in the first 4 weeks and the other 1/2 in the last week and a half. I don't know when I can celebrate it as growth vs swelling. I really wish I took before photos. Does it look 1/2 an inch bigger than the photo 9 or so days ago?
Today I realized I have been measuring my underbust wrong, which partially explains why I have a larger difference between my underbust and overbust compared to my actual breast size because it hasn't made any sense to me. I did it in the mirror today and turned around to look at the back while I did it and realized the tape measure was slipping down in the back compared to the front so it wasn't straight across and was giving me a smaller measurement. So my underbust is currently 34 inches. I have a 32B bra so I actually have no idea what size I really am now. I normally am a 32B when I'm a smaller weight though, so by the time I get to my goal weight the 32 band size will fit me. I wish I could just go to the store just to try on bras for fun out of curiosity to see if an A or a B fits me best now that I know my current band size is a 34, and to see how well my small breast fits in a bra because I'm curious what size the small one is. I don't know if it's still an AA or if it's an A yet. I feel like I can't gain an inch and still be an AA, but it also doesn't really look like an A to me but maybe I'm wrong.