[Miss Mad Scientist]

Seriously debating if I want to continue NBE. I feel pretty happy with this. What do you guys think? 
Maybe I should go up one more cupsize, and then stop everything? Thinking if I stop I might decrease one cupsize, which means I end up with what I have right now.

Or I can stop now and see what happens?

I don’t know what to do :/

Hey Ellen!

How are you? Happy New Year love!!  


WOW your progress is inspiring and very very very based on science haha! Honestly, if I were you I would stop for some months and see what happens but I know you like big breasts :p so you could stop for a while, see what's next and if you think you need to achieve a bigger size re-adjust or make a new plan!

P.S : I've tons of things to tell you!!

Omg of all the NBE people I’ve missed you the most!

<3

How are you doing? How is your nbe going? Do you still pump? 

Sorry I kind of got bullied/harrased on tumblr and here in private messages. Mostly on tumblr, I just can’t take it. Both guys and girls are doing it, it’s disgusting.

Haters only motivate me tbh :p
But I am bad with conflict, not in the moment, but it gives me major anxiety afterwards.

But hey I am just trying to doing my thing and not letting anyone talk me down.
I think the combination I am using right now is perfect for breast development. I actually quit the Casein and other foods, I wanted to have the least amount of products with the maximum effect you know.

I went back to my drawing board lol, and tried to find new ways that mot anyone in NBE had done before. Because obviously we where all missing something.

I think the biggest one is to have a ‘period’ every month. Or to at least stop estrogen and progesterone supplements, this way, the pituitary gland can reset hormones like FSH and LH and many more. Even IGF-1 levels in the liver can have effect on this. 
Online I found out that after 7 days of stopping BCP, the normal hormone values are back to normal.
I actually tried this whole program for a month without the rest week. And not much happened, I felt like they wanted to grow, but it just didn’t take off, if you know what I mean.

After I introduced the stop week: the first week on BCP not super much is happening, but the weeks from thereon and even in my period, oh my
Non-stop growing I tell you.
I have growing pains writing this lol
When I look at like a normal estrogen menstrual cycle, I think we still sort of follow this pattern while on BCP. Hence the first week after period is not much growth. 

Here is a nice and easy picture of a montly cis hormone cycle

Also taking BO only once a day seems to be benefitial for me instead of taking it every 8 hours. I think because of the estrogen in BO, which taking orally lowers IGF-1 values.

The Maca I start taking on the second day in my stop week, continuing till I start my BCP and BO again after 7 days of not using it.
Since Maca root is an adaptogen, I want it to adapt while I am low on estrogen/progesterone. I thought if I take it while on BCP and BO, it might think I am too high on it (which I essentially am) and counteract the whole thing.
From day 2, my hormone levels should be low again.

What I have really noticed Orange, is the shape! I remember you posting something about that?

When I was doing my Soy/flaxseed routine, they where more full like oranges, like round.
And with this method, they are much different looking. They are much more fuller all over. Like I have much more on the top and the sides. My breasts are closer together too! I was a 70F on the soy/flaxseed, and then stopped and went to a 70E cup.
Then I did this method I became a 70F again, but a much fuller and softer 70F.
Personally I like this one much more. 

I thought about it, and I remember something about macromastia. Macromastia is when you have extremely large breasts. Like breasts of 2.5 kilo :o
Their breasts have relatively the same amount if glandular tissue, but much much more adipose (fat) tissue & connective tissue. 
It is called hyperplasia, you can look it up  
Would make sense if I feel my breast on the top now, that is no breast tissue I am feeling. Like I have boobs so high up now, I never thought that would happen. It is just fat and connective tissue.

I think this method actually induces macromastia, the soy/flaxseed method induces more glandular tissue growth.
As we know, as we age there is involution (breakdown) of the glandular tissue, so I think this method is much safe in terms of permanent growth. But that is my 2-cents on it

Much love!