25-10-2010, 22:16
I'm still feeling tingles and everything, which is great. Sometimes my nipples ache too now. Also it seems like my breasts go back and forth or something, seeming more and less full depending on the time of day, but maybe it's just my mood because the measurements are the same either way.
So, I've been really bloated with taking the protein powder. I thought whey protein should be okay, I'm lactose intolerant and avoid milk products but thought the whey protein powder would be different. I can handle it but it makes my belly poke out and I look and feel bloated. So, I think I'm not going to take the protein powder anymore, I think I'm getting enough protein anyway from the raw egg yolks (which I'm still doing in a smothie rather than the protein powder shake) and I do eat animal proteins with dinner. So, I'm probably fine with that. I also decided to discontinue the Red Clover for now and see if it makes a difference. I was just wanting to make sure that I grow but my feeling is the Red Clover may not be necessary, that the Fenugreek and Saw Palmetto are good enough (plus the herbs in the massage cream and oil).
I will be posting pics and measurements every day 7 of each cycle (to ensure there is no pre-menstrual swelling).
I also just had an interesting thought. For me, small breasts are not genetic and they do NOT run in my family. My mother and 4 sisters all have large breasts (the smallest is a good D or large C). My grandmother which I take after also had nice breasts, even in her old age, her breasts were round and bigger than mine are. I do think that HUGE breasts are not attractive, it just looks fat to me, I know other people may have different opinions but that is my opinon. But a good full C and D are beautiful! I'd be very happy with a full B. I always had small breasts, they grew a little with every child, which I was happy about. Then totally shrunk after weaning my twins, which was devastating. Anyway, I had an interesting thought that maybe, atleast for me, maybe there are emotional issues that could have prevented my proper development. I had alot of sexual trauma as a child which did make me feel afraid of becoming a woman, that I would be even less safe or something. I wonder if that was just so strong that I didn't fully develop. Maybe that's a part of it anyway. So , I just started telling myself that I am safe and that it is safe and beautiful to be a woman. Either way, it can't hurt.
So, I've been really bloated with taking the protein powder. I thought whey protein should be okay, I'm lactose intolerant and avoid milk products but thought the whey protein powder would be different. I can handle it but it makes my belly poke out and I look and feel bloated. So, I think I'm not going to take the protein powder anymore, I think I'm getting enough protein anyway from the raw egg yolks (which I'm still doing in a smothie rather than the protein powder shake) and I do eat animal proteins with dinner. So, I'm probably fine with that. I also decided to discontinue the Red Clover for now and see if it makes a difference. I was just wanting to make sure that I grow but my feeling is the Red Clover may not be necessary, that the Fenugreek and Saw Palmetto are good enough (plus the herbs in the massage cream and oil).
I will be posting pics and measurements every day 7 of each cycle (to ensure there is no pre-menstrual swelling).
I also just had an interesting thought. For me, small breasts are not genetic and they do NOT run in my family. My mother and 4 sisters all have large breasts (the smallest is a good D or large C). My grandmother which I take after also had nice breasts, even in her old age, her breasts were round and bigger than mine are. I do think that HUGE breasts are not attractive, it just looks fat to me, I know other people may have different opinions but that is my opinon. But a good full C and D are beautiful! I'd be very happy with a full B. I always had small breasts, they grew a little with every child, which I was happy about. Then totally shrunk after weaning my twins, which was devastating. Anyway, I had an interesting thought that maybe, atleast for me, maybe there are emotional issues that could have prevented my proper development. I had alot of sexual trauma as a child which did make me feel afraid of becoming a woman, that I would be even less safe or something. I wonder if that was just so strong that I didn't fully develop. Maybe that's a part of it anyway. So , I just started telling myself that I am safe and that it is safe and beautiful to be a woman. Either way, it can't hurt.