[sharon_lee_family]

It's a wonderful feeling to fit all of my b cups once again. However.....bad news is I can't massage at all!! I have a nasty looking rash all over my boobs! I woke up with my boobie batter on, took the plastic off, and washed everything off....my skin looks raw, deep red, and dry to the touch. Now the batter I made before this one was lotion based, but this one is made of borage oil, olive oil, avacado oil, vit. e, and fenugreek. I let this sit for a week in a glass jar. It still feels like sand paper though! So I would rub some cocoa butter all over my boobs and use a teaspoon on each boobie of the oil. Letting it sit overnight seemed to make the rash worse. I know this sounds stupid, "why would you continue to put something on your chest since it gave you a rash!" well...I thought I had it under control with the cocoa butter but I guess not! lol

In the end of all of this mess, I feel great. I didn't want to say anything earlier but now I know for sure it's the herbs and no it's not because my boobs are bigger. lol I take welbutrin for an anxiety problem I've had since my childhood. It only takes the edge off and I refuse to take a narcotic ever again. Girls I feel calmer, not getting as worked up over small things anymore, and barely any anxiety attacks. I'm not sure what herb has contributed to this peaceful state of mind but I'm loving it.

(Note: So far it's been 2 and a half days without massage. I'm going to give myself another two days because my skin still looks pretty bad, maybe longer..)