14-05-2016, 14:59
I must admit that for most of my life, I never thought seriously about being a woman, growing breasts, or any of it. So I definitely had no sense that I was a female trapped in a man's body or anything like that.
Well into middle age, I started to think about growing breasts and developing a serious interest in being more feminine, but only occasional thoughts about transitioning, or even publicly crossing. I like being part male and part female, and generally don't feel a strong drive to hop the fence altogether. When I am at home, I am much more satisfied being female, but in public I still am quite uncomfortable and feel totally unconvincing in that mode.
At this point, I am growing tired of dwelling on the whole subject and would just like to go with my whims, sometimes sticking with a consistent NBE effort, and other times setting it aside. Do you think this is healthy and safe? Do you have any advice to a fence-sitter like me?
Well into middle age, I started to think about growing breasts and developing a serious interest in being more feminine, but only occasional thoughts about transitioning, or even publicly crossing. I like being part male and part female, and generally don't feel a strong drive to hop the fence altogether. When I am at home, I am much more satisfied being female, but in public I still am quite uncomfortable and feel totally unconvincing in that mode.
At this point, I am growing tired of dwelling on the whole subject and would just like to go with my whims, sometimes sticking with a consistent NBE effort, and other times setting it aside. Do you think this is healthy and safe? Do you have any advice to a fence-sitter like me?