[girlfriday29]

Cycle 6 - Day 23

Noogle

AM - 35 minutes - 33" swelling. My breasts felt tired after this, and looks like I over did it (see photos!) woops! So I won't noogle tonight, or tomorrow morning.

Internals

- 1 fennel tea
- 3 FG 510mg
- 3 SP 510mg


Massage

AM - 15 minutes


Breast sensations

Nothing much today, some intermittent aching 1/10.

Breasts feel really dense today.

I am posting (taken approx 10 hours after noogling) these photos (I know they look terrible!!!!), to show others how if you noogle too hard you can get bruising!!! This doesn't usually happen, sometimes I just get a few red dots, but I must have over-noogled! Eek! Lucky I don't have a boyfriend at the moment!!! lol I'm putting vitamin E oil on them so hopefully they'll stop bruising soon. Thats a shame as I was on a noogle-a-thon.... maybe thats why.... do'h. I'd like to say that the flash of the camera makes it look worse than it is... but no, it actually looks that bad!!!

I have put the photos of me braless in with a top on just to show how my breasts actually stick out (A LITTLE BIT!), which is quite remarkable given I am pretty much skin and bones at the moment! I'm hovering around the 50kg mark sometimes 51 after a huge meal! then down again to 50 or 49kgs...... I eat quite alot each day now so I'm kindof like ERMMMMM when am I putting on weight!?! I have always joked I need to sell my body to some diet institution! This is a daily run-down on what I have been eating.

breakfast - big bowl of prawns, sweet potato, cashew nuts, lemon juice or bowl of puffed quinoa, amaranth, LSA, walnuts and one piece of fruit with rice milk AND
- glass of rice milk fortified with calcium

Snacks - buckwheat flour crackers or rice flour crackers
- mussels
-cashew nuts

Lunch - meat - e.g. one of lamb, beef, chicken, salmon, fish plus spinach/silverbeet, rice (ocassionally), capsicum

Snacks - similar to above, or plate of smoked salmon

Dinner - meat e.g. lamb, beef, chicken, salmon, fish, either rice or sweet potato, spinach, cashew nuts (nb: I eat everything like the skin of the chicken, fat on the lamb, skin on the salmon).

1 glass of calcium fortified rice milk

1 rice protein shake per day with rice milk

I'm hoping I can put on weight again and get up to 53 or 54 kgs would be nice! I prefer 57kgs but I have low expectations these days!!!

Anyhow, getting back to the photos, what is quite amazing is that since I have started this NBE business I have actually gained on my breast area and not lost anything despite such a weight loss, and despite that the weight basically goes from my torso first before I lose it elsewhere. So that is kindof positive from an NBE perspective.

Note that in one of the photos where I am in the black top you can see my 'angel wings' sticking out the back. I am not kidding, but at times of my life, these angel wings have been larger than my breasts!!! At least in this photo my breasts however small actually look bigger than them!