[EllaC]

Yeah I am still gonna go get checked out. I'm a little worried it might be implantation bleeding, which would mean pregnancy.
I'll go to the drop in clinic down the road and then head over to the GP to register and make an appointment to get stuff checked

Good girl. LOL. I hope for your sake it's not anything bad. Or you aren't pregnant if you don't want to be, which it sounds like you don't.

We've talked a lot about it, and we both want to have a kid (hence not going back on bc (apart from condoms which we're going to use until things settle down with my hormones).
I will be happy if I am pregnant it would just be a little sooner than I thought.
I don't think anybody is ever "ready" and the thought of being pregnant comes with mixed emotions of happiness and fear.

For what it's worth my daughter is THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE and I was one of these independent never want kids type. When they grow up and worship you and take your side when you argue with your partner you don't feel quite so alone, the thing that breaks my heart is I didn't have more!

So if you are Pregnant what a gift and blessing and if your not Well there's many years you still can. I'm sure it's nothing to worry about, you've introduced a hormones stimulating exercise on a daily basis, only natural itl stir things up . And for what it's worth that book I told you about, well stimulating the breasts has a host of other benefits ie stimulating more than just the sex organs so I'm confident youl be just fine .