[princessisabella]

maybe you could reconsider giving birth, and giving the baby up for adoption instead? you will gain a shit ton of boobs from the pregnancy. just a thought. and that way the baby gets a chance at life. and you might feel better about the situation. just wanted to throw some advice in, but it's your decision.

If I was older, had a job and/or health insurance, I would have definitely taken that option. But seeing as I was laid off of work a few months ago and have had a hard time finding a job, I also haven't been able to afford health insurance either. And without a doubt, pregnancies requires a loooot of doctor's visits that I certainly wouldn't have been able to afford without income.

The procedure was quick and painless as I was put to sleep, but just because it wasn't troublesome doesn't mean it didn't come without the emotional burden. Although I believe it was the best decision for me at the time, I also partially regret the irresponsibility on my part and have faced the consequences. I've always been very careful about using the FAM method as I have been using it for many years, but regardless I can admit I was careless in not thoroughly doing my research and understanding how PM would affect my ovulation.

I'm still sad that my first pregnancy resulted in this, but I try to look to the bright side and see that when I am financially and emotionally ready to have a baby, I'll take care for it the best way I know I can. I just wasn't able to give a baby everything I wanted to this time around.

I am so very sorry I hope that the future holds promise for you and gets better. I will pray for you. Hugs my dear!