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Thank you for all the advice. Depression is common in my family, I have always had it since I was young along with another mood disorder. I truly do think my hormones were not balanced in that sense and needed the medication. I can do well with the depression without medication but my other mood disorder worsens significantly and is not tolerable.

Sometimes learning how these processes work can explain why we experience them, like Dopmaine, the "feel good nuerotransmitter". In specifially, why we have peaks and valleys, well that's why you need to educate yourself. I could explain my feelings and opinions, but I charge by the hour, j/k lol.

I have always consumed a lot of starch and sugar so I am really regretting that right now.

See the info posted below:

As for the cancer fear I am trying to push it out, I'm hoping that since this is supposed to be natural that it is safer than getting implants.

Well, getting implants is like throwing in the towel. I refuse!.

I also will continue to use the noogleberry (not certain what your thoughts are on that).

Noogling is effective, lots of people do it. You just have to be consistent with the time you put into it, and of course have privacy too.

Thank you again for taking the time to reply, it's really hard to do this without any advice and easy to feel defeated.

No worries, like I said "here to help"

You should look into this info when you have time, it's sheds some light into how our bodies metabolize.

What Is Oxidative Metabolism?
http://www.wisegeekhealth.com/what-is-oxidative-metabolism.htm

The blood sugar diet
http://www.totalweightlosscenter.com/forms/WeightLoss/Week4/Blood_Sugar_Diet.pdf

Balanced Oxidizer Diet
http://www.livestrong.com/article/315489-balanced-oxidizer-diet/

This one explains the oxidizer types (fast & slow)
http://www.drkaslow.com/html/fast_oxidizer_diet.html