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Since I can remember! When I was little i used to draw pictures of how i wanted to look when i was older, curvy and womanly. then i'd draw pictures of how i was then - a stick person haha. I would pad my bras when I was like 10. In fact, I padded my cami tops even before then, because my mum wouldn't let me have a bra (didn't need one in all honesty, I just wanted to be like my friends!). I started eating and exercising obsessively when i was about 12 to try and put on weight. I remember measuring and comparing with my ideal measurements from the age of 11. So really I've always been doing this kinda thing, just never with any help or support. When I was 16 I got a nipplette and started using lavender oil to massage and when I started uni and got together with my boyfriend (thus much more preoccupied with my looks suddenly!) I researched herbs that were breast-enhancing and then took them all at once until I got sick of the smell of fenugreek and spotting etc and then gave up xD then I found this site!