[laisegirl]

ok, i started the l-tyrosine and kelp yesterday, hoping it will aid in weight loss....still taking prenatal vit, fo-ti, and as of yesterday, i restarted the MSM and cayenne(ran out, had to wait to get it d/t money issues). Still taking the nutritional drink I was recently turned onto, however, I am almost out of it and since it's kinda pricey, i will have to wait to get more. (but i am also trying to get money together to become a distributer of this drink, so the other herbs like 5-HTP, GABA and EPO will have to wait). I really wanted to restart a boobie routine this month since i have been off boobie herbs for a month now, giving my body time to chill. However, now that i have added the l-tyrosine and kelp to my vis, i am thinking of just waiting til Jan, to the new stuff time to work and me time to get serious for more than 3 days about my diet and exercise. I have been terrible about this, and i was so good with it til i lost my job. Guess the routine of a job threw me off....but it is no excuse, i should have stuck to my guns damnit!!! Ok i can't change yesterday, only tomorrow....

So as I am writing this i made the decision to wait unil jan to start a routine. And starting tonight( in about an hour) i will do a workout. I will have to start completely over with it since i have so dam lazy these past few months. But that's ok, i will get back up o where I was. I have 5 pds to lose b new yrs(8 would be better) cuz i have a littel black dress to wear and I damn well will NOT wear it wih these extra pds on me!!!!

Tonight i will also restart my massaging.....haven't done that in atleast 3 months...see how bad i have been???