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I got the small cups and they are too small.. so I think I will exchange them for mediums. When pumping, all the breast tissue does get sucked in, but I notice on my larger breast that there is some tissue that wasn't sucked in.. and I think the fact that they don't fit properly is why my larger breast doesn't pump as much as my smaller breast. Also, I wonder if the too small domes would give my boobs a funny pointed shape after awhile! Anyway, it sucks as I was excited to be consistent with the noogling but I guess I have to wait for the exchange now. They shipped my order pretty fast though!

Also, funny, but the idea of implants was toying in my head too. I don't think I would have gone through with it either, but I was getting so self conscious about my breasts since they shrunk even smaller from exercise. A string bikini that used to fit me last summer no longer fit when I tried it on for the first time last week (and they are size xs!), and that is how I ended up finding this forum. So grateful for it! It's funny because I am too embarrassed to talk too much about this NBE stuff with anyone in real life (especially the nb! I did mention herbs and massage to some close friends and mentioned I started massaging and what herbs I learned worked, but I didn't admit to trying herbs yet), so I can go hog wild on here.