31-07-2014, 16:33
Hello ladies!
I need some wonderful encouragement and kind words! I'm struggling it seems.
Well, the last few months has been crazy for me. I split up with my ex there in March, and started seeing my new guy shortly after (I know, tsk tsk).
The new man has expressed his dislike for the program not because of disbelief or thinking I'm silly, but rather because he feels like I don't need to grow my boobs. I haven't slowed down my program for him, technically. But he's made it easier for me to feel comfortable with myself right now, even though I'm still unhappy with my Breast size. I just feel like I don't have to look a certain way for him to be attracted to me. I'm fine the way I am.
Anyway, I started up my herbs again when I moved in with my sister. But the last month has been really strange for me, and I'm considering stopping my herbs for at least a month or two. A little over two weeks ago I had an early "period". It was about a week and a half to two weeks early, and only lasted two days. Which is too short for me. Since that period ended, my ovarian pains (I have reoccurring cysts I think...) have been acting up, I've been bloaty, and my breasts have ached to high hell. For three days straight my nipples were too sore to even touch.
So I have been freaking out, wondering if I'm pregnant. Two negative home pregnancy tests say no, but I will take another if my period is late (9 days away).
What's really strange, is the last month I've noogled maybe three times? And massaged only a small handful... But my boobs are so big right now! It could be my period swelling I get every cycle, but I rarely swell this far from my start date, and definitely not this much.
I'm not entirely sure what's going on, but I know my herbs are out of the question until my cycle regulates again. I believe it's out of whack because I'm syncing up with my sister.
But anyway, the boyfriend is going on tour with his band next week, so I will have plenty of me time. I'm going to noogle the crap out of these girls.
Happy growing everyone!
I need some wonderful encouragement and kind words! I'm struggling it seems.
Well, the last few months has been crazy for me. I split up with my ex there in March, and started seeing my new guy shortly after (I know, tsk tsk).
The new man has expressed his dislike for the program not because of disbelief or thinking I'm silly, but rather because he feels like I don't need to grow my boobs. I haven't slowed down my program for him, technically. But he's made it easier for me to feel comfortable with myself right now, even though I'm still unhappy with my Breast size. I just feel like I don't have to look a certain way for him to be attracted to me. I'm fine the way I am.
Anyway, I started up my herbs again when I moved in with my sister. But the last month has been really strange for me, and I'm considering stopping my herbs for at least a month or two. A little over two weeks ago I had an early "period". It was about a week and a half to two weeks early, and only lasted two days. Which is too short for me. Since that period ended, my ovarian pains (I have reoccurring cysts I think...) have been acting up, I've been bloaty, and my breasts have ached to high hell. For three days straight my nipples were too sore to even touch.
So I have been freaking out, wondering if I'm pregnant. Two negative home pregnancy tests say no, but I will take another if my period is late (9 days away).
What's really strange, is the last month I've noogled maybe three times? And massaged only a small handful... But my boobs are so big right now! It could be my period swelling I get every cycle, but I rarely swell this far from my start date, and definitely not this much.
I'm not entirely sure what's going on, but I know my herbs are out of the question until my cycle regulates again. I believe it's out of whack because I'm syncing up with my sister.
But anyway, the boyfriend is going on tour with his band next week, so I will have plenty of me time. I'm going to noogle the crap out of these girls.
Happy growing everyone!